My Grumpy Thoughts

Something to rant about..

2010-12-07T16:10:00.003+08:00

Nothing better to do fucking boring at work..Den finally came to realise that i did absolutely nothing at all this 2010 year...Wtf am i doing with my life?Brother came out did some chionging introing friends all around...
Jobs pending no news yet..Dunno which path will i end up next year?
Im not getting any younger seriously and i need to wake up my fucking idea and do something abt my own life..In every job there is risk and im so gonna take tat risk either to failure or to success its gonna at least give me the determination to do wat i wan in life...With goals therefore comes determination to achieve things i wan in my life..I gotta stop procrastinating...After this year i will strive to get a better life for myself and hopefully for my family..Tired of chionging and drinking and partying already..
Sad to see tat i fail all my subjects in this year 2010..In Love Money Family and Life....Wat a disappointment..Im dun wan to be a letdown forever!I wanna succeed in life...And tats what im gonna do in next year..Strive to push the best and all out for next year incoming...No Pain No Gain..

Lets Huat in the Year 2011!!!

知心朋友只有几个

2010-10-18T10:31:00.004+08:00

Nuaing in office right now tinking abt alot of stuffs.
Sooner or later i gonna create a group in my msn list call Irritating assholes.And put those irritating idiots whom i dun really treat as a friend in tat list..hahaha..Deleting them away from my facebook friends will only prove tat im so ungentleman..So might as well just leave it there.I dun really care whom doesnt treat me as a friend cos in real life seriously there are too many fakers..Can even fake their face to talk to u or just call it eng siu..Maybe slowly i will draw a line and go back to the quiet one when i just came out and be just like i dun give a damn to the whole world..
Think most ppl when they start to grow up they start to be sensitive.And damn alot of sensitive ppl out there nowadays.N i tink im almost getting to be one too...

Need a break soon..Hopefully by the end of this year could be a better year next year...I damn bloody hate to be in this situation over n over again...

And damn went to draw blood for check up end up now my veins is swollen due to the exercise and pull ups i did tat day lolx.Over exerted my arm and now kinda no strength..I need to be healthy and fit..Not fat n fat..Nothing's gonna bring me down i dun care..We only get to live life once..Even were to die must live without regrets.First thing first settle my urgent stuffs..Get rid of that irritating problem den we get to the next one...Been nuaing at home for the past 2 days..Seriously getting sick of drinking..I hate martell...

November is comming soon..Another bunch of celebrations...Damn hell im waiting for HTC Aria to be launch and yet still not news..Another few more days im getting a Iphone 4 which im so reluctantly to get it..Dun really like Iphone cos once the LCD is done for the phone is like crap cant even answer calls due to touch screen.N now its only left with 32gb instead of 16gb..Another boo boo..Haiz..

My arm is soOooooo Suan now..WTH!!!!!!!CB heck care later i still will go stress it out no matter wat..lolx.

I wont be dead so easy without a fight..

2010-09-27T08:45:00.004+08:00

After 1 month alot of things settled.Tried to help some friends into getting back with their besties and 1 failed and 1 pass.I guess tat is wat are besties for right.Small misunderstanding shouldnt cause friendships to end.I been thru that before and i know how it feels.Thats why me and my best friend stil are very good friends now.

I still remember vividly how we quarrel the last time bcos of a gal..
Lets summarize it.
I met this gal call A.Been very good friends with her and i intro her to him.Den they secretly kip quiet abt chatting with each other and meet without letting me know.Well he did not say he meet who but i know actually he didnt lie.But tat particular A kip hiding.I been smelling something wasnt right till one fine day.Actually being good with a gal doesnt mean im wooing her i got so many gal friends whom are quite good with me and i treat them quite well.It doesnt mean anything maybe to some ppl they might tink im wooing the gals..Well the incident happen this way.I jio A to go dinner and she rejected say she meeting someone else for dinner.Ok fine so i call my best friend and he said he going for steamboat at Jurong ask me if i wan to come along.Ok fine so went to meet him and saw A at there.Ok it was a awkward situation.One thing is why A cant say tat she meeting him for dinner need to hide wan meh.HELLO I intro u two how come u two go out need to hide leh??Since i was there i kept quiet thru out the whole session already feeling fucking gao wei so i made up a reason and left the place.I just really dun understand why...Went back home and he called to ask if i was ok.Alright since he made the initiative why not.Ok he told me he hide somethings and he admited but i did said tat these kinda things dun need to hide morever i was the one whom intro the both of them.He said if i wanted to woo her he will let go i say come on la im not wooing her the only thing i gao wei was why the two of u need to hide things from me.As POV of another person how would i think right.We know each other for how many years already this kinda thing need to hide?I dun tink there is a need to.Morever its just a gal.Everything just go blah blah blah and we just made up and said it was ok with me.Im fine with everything dun need to lie...As usual we did went out and the awkward situation was already over.And tat really make me glad tat things are clarified.A misunderstanding between two best friends shouldnt be made so complicated right.Problems can be solved if one were to let go of the ego inside the heart and talk it out...Till date we are still kinda good but in terms of working in the society seldom meet up maybe like 1 month 1 time or 2 weeks 1 time.Hes kinda busy with his job and gf and im kinda doing alot of things at 1 time.

Been sleeping alot nowadays.Not yet 10pm eyes already going halfway close.Maybe too much exercise.Been jogging Swimming and Exercising tremendously like 5 days a week only rest 2 days.I wan to see results..Maurice is releasing soon and hell yeah the 3 of us can get back tgt again.Awaiting for this day for kinda long and blame myself for not really writing alot of letters to him been busy with the outside world.How bad can i be?haha.

Im wondering abt some stuffs till now and i dun really have the answer yet.Some ppl character really cant change at all.Wan to say something dun wanna use the stupid dumass brain to tink abt ppl feelings before blurting it out.From 10 yrs ago till now its still the same old thing.I guess thats one's character i guess.And by tat it really turns me off.Maybe give me another few weeks to tink it thru..Kinda not in the mood for this...

Lost my hp for almost close to two months..Not many hp attract me at the moment.Been pondering Between HTC Aria and Iphone 4 but seriously i dun really support apple.And HTC Aria is still not yet out.Im in need of a hp and another 3 weeks my contract will be up and i will be able to get a new hp.Hopefully by den HTC Aria is out..Iphone 4 is kinda bulky and heavy with the dumb casing although its quite cool but using Micro Sim Card zzzz.For your info Micro Sim Card is a much smaller sim card and if u gonna change yr hp in future u gotta either buy the convertor to convert it to normal sim card or change yr sim card by buying a new one.Kinda troublesome right.Just imagine if your hp is totally out of batt and u wan to use the sim card to change to another hp but yet cannot cos of the stupid MiCro Sim Card which is not able to fit in other phone...

I got so much stuffs to tink abt and i damn hopefully wish i could get out of here as im more den ready to move on.I need more challenges rather den staying put here and getting the pathetic increment which im not suppose to get..After SO many years..I hope its time..

Dramatic

2010-08-27T13:07:00.001+08:00

This situation is like the 2 K's drama many years back..
I tink i shall refrain from everything.

MIA at the moment no HP mai login Facebook and Msn liao!!BYEeeeeee

Uncontactable Perm Lost my HP

2010-08-25T17:11:00.005+08:00

First time ever in my 31 yrs of life..Fucking lost my hp and didnt even have the memory of where i drop it..But i swear i didnt lose it in any clubs although we hop around few places.No way in Dragonfly either cos my friend still told me i reply him im drunk and si bei song ard 6am..Which i supposely i tink should be on the way home but im not driving..Fucking Poor HP!!Fucking CCB!...Everything gone..

I guess im not in the mood to do anything..And if i emo here some idiot call Apple will say eeeeeeee..Shit u Auntie Apple..Now i know where u like to chiong..CHIONG NTUC!!!hahahaha...

I will remain uncontactable for the time being maybe till when Maurice is out..Im fucking Sick and Tired of LIFE..MIA the best.Dun login Msn No Login Facebook No HP...

Let me sort out my thoughts and seriously i have nv been in this plight before until i met her..All thanks to CB LL!..她害你,你害我那我去害谁!!!I rather dun tink dun talk dun msn dun even see her maybe i will get out of this miserable plight..心事谁人知...

1 word to describe please kill me...

Hear No Evil See No Evil Speak No Evil

2010-08-17T11:22:00.004+08:00

My last post in facebook and tats it..Not gonna login anymore.
Dun wan to see anything at all...Facebook is damn evil..Evil to the max..Fuck Facebook...

Went drinking last nite and damn worst DJ i ever seen spin till the old techno sounds like shit to me..Hop around my cousin pub and White Bar drank two tower and actually it was quite fun last nite...

Fucking LL still dare to say how did i react to her sms..都是你惹的祸..CB!..I just feel like i kena 降头!I really dun wish to see her dun wish to link to her name or even hear about her..It will kill me..N Seriously this LL ccb dunno how to fucking 自动...CB say wat emo can emo tgt..Fuck!!!Emo King coming out u sure can emo with him but not nin beh..Puiz...

不要来害我!!我要快乐!!

Si Bui Eh ytd sms me say he lost in the jungle..Knn so big size still can lost in the jungle??Wat kinda reservist is tat??Play hide and seek ah..Dohz...
Kan Phua Sianz to the max..I need INCREMENT PCB!!!

Wake up Time.!!!

2010-08-13T10:51:00.002+08:00

Im trying my best to wake up my idea..
Leave me alone for the time being..I will be back..
2 more months to go and Maurice Mok is out!!
My best brother is gonna be back..

I wanna cure myself...Time is the best medicine..
Can siam siam first..Later part den be friends bah..

Seriously having a bad headache..Need to relieve stresss..
Fucking many stuffs to do yet today is a Friday No Mood to DO ANYTHING AT ALL...

Why do everyone like to say FUCK MY LIFE!!

Sorry dun FUCK YR LIFE..Please CARRY ON and Live yr life to the max please..

Although many times human beings just feel like dying so can let go of everything.
But always rem when u die u are letting down yr family..
Stay Strong..Be Strong and FIGHT on..

I wan to sleep peacefully man..So i gotta siam siam siam..Tinking of her the more will make me go mad..And seriously dun wan to end up like Siao Ah Lam lolx..
Anyway nothing to do wat can i do but to wish time pass faster and quickly..So god damn tired of everything..

Hate my life..

2010-08-12T09:02:00.002+08:00

Now i tink back i feel like being a failure to survive den to live this way of life..
I hate my life arghhhhh...
Hate myself for falling...

Puiz...

Dreams that never come true....

2010-08-11T09:38:00.002+08:00

Been dreaming for the past few days of her..Damn..All sweet dreams thru out..But in reality it aint..

How come sweet dreams never come true..I rather i do not have any sweet dreams at all...Rather den having nitemares thou..

I miss her man..(-_-)

I guess i will just put in effort and see how it goes...

Missing the olden golden days

2010-08-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

Whenever i hear this song 这个冬天不太冷
It just takes back memories to the 90s.
When the Ah Beng days of mine..I so fucking miss the olden days where we dont give a damn to the whole world...We are in our own world..We create havoc we party we fight we do watever we like..
Those were really the epic days..Miss the younger days..
As we start to grow up and start to face reality problems this really sucks..
Wats life about after your teenage days...
All about love reality and money and family...

Emotionless

2010-08-03T11:59:00.003+08:00

I ever wonder how the feeling is like to love again.
After 2 yrs plus of being single..I dunno wat is heartbeating anymore.
How it feels like to get heart sour and sweet again?
To be jealous once again..To love again to put in effort again.
Am i numb?I really dunno..I do hate being emo..Hate to be jealous.Hate to fall again.
Loving with sweetness is a very very good feeling but loving with a bitterness is really torturing...I dunno if this will work well..Do not wish or hope for more..I tink its to 随缘 much better..
Or maybe after all these its time to call it quits?
Freaking Tired maybe find a goal and strive for it?
And den die lonely lolx.
Arghhh dun wan to tink liao...

July 27th Socerer's Apprentice

2010-07-28T09:45:00.003+08:00

A movie and a few hours spent.
The heart doesnt beat anymore.
But seems like the feeling is coming back..
Not sure though maybe a few more dates will reveal..

And u thought i was dead!!Damn RIGHT!

2010-07-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

Been browsing some blogs and came to realise that i didnt blog like 1000000 yrs..Wat i have been busy with..Simple WORLD CUP!...This DAMN BLOODY WORLD CUP!PUIZ!

Kelong matches not a exciting final and yet a fuck up team won the World Cup..Wat has this world bcome to!!!Dun wan to mention anymore piss me off!!!ROAR~~~Did lose quite some money due to influence laaa..NB CB!Nevermind all is over now back to square one..

Amazingly finally wrote a letter to Maurice and i guess this letter is the last letter im gonna write to him cos hes releasing soon..And its like finally...Awaiting for so many years..Hopefully this is the last time hes going to be...

August is coming soon and i dread this feeling..Anyway im not gonna celebrate anymore..This 3 is scaring me...Up till date have come to know more new friends but yet im still the same old me cos nothing gonna change unless i find the right person..

I guess it all comes down to fate...Im not picky not choosy just that im looking into settling down and not fooling around anymore..Freaking tired for the past few years already...Maybe i just leave it to fate and ROC bah..

Been exercising for close to 1 year already if im not wrong..I wonder did i even lose weight but definitely i see the strong and muscular me back but gotta work more on the stomach muscles to see the once again six pack...

$$ been a issue to me from young till now..I really need to solve all these bloody bullshit $$ problems asap and live a more happily life!!It sucks to owe money!!

Hopefully nothing break down in this moment when im trying to resolve the debts..If not im just gonna drop dead back to where it all started...Zzzz

Work is still the fucking same thing nothing change but maybe this time round put more time after work to be able to play games in office hours hahahaha...And oh great really back to Sega Games and Super Nintendo Games Final Fantasy and still playing my World Of Warcraft..I just cant kick this addiction hahaha..I guess only the 1 and only person can make me kick the habit...

I wont be uploading pics anyway cos didnt even take pics cos dun really like..Pics are all on facebook that my friends took and just tag me..Im lazy to the max right now..Gonna go back to work and do my stuffs and later can carry on with my games lolx.

Infidelity - Human Beings Nature?

2010-03-17T13:08:00.004+08:00

Well everyone should know abt the hot topic for Infidelity right now Tiger Woods la Jack Neo la etc blah blah blah...

Human beings damn typical..How come a woman cheats no one reprimand them??But when a man cheats the whole world comes crashing down on them..For your pathetic info i do know gals whom cheat thru out their r/s and marriage..But how come when the husband cheats everyone crash it on him but not the wife??Just bcos guys got DICKS and gals got pussy means we got the disadvantage???

Its damn irony really..I guess most ppl have known dat i have already deactivate my facebook.Im sick and tired of all these rubbish i see in fb..And seriously it cant be deleted..Bloody hell haha..So at times i just login and guess wat i saw today..I just cant help it when i saw the post..Man cheats when they have fame and money but wat excuses for man whom are poor and still cheats..Everything is focus on guys...Sometimes its just too unfair to all human beings..

Bcos guys have Dicks means most of the time we gotta suck it up unlike gals even sometimes they do wrong things we some sort have to suck it up and tel them we are sorry??Even when we are not IN the wrong in the first place..Damn funny..Two gals tried to persuade me to go *Hong* this gal so we could sort of be as friends once again..Not my fault i gotta go suck it up and say hey how are u are u ok wanna meet up??Me have to go *Hong* her to say sorry?or just treat everything that never happen?Sad to say i got my own principle if you wan to go against it im sorry byebye to u..I was the same stubborn old guy whom doesnt say sorry too whenever i done something wrong..I learnt my lesson in holiday chalet when this uncle or mentor taught me to say sorry when in the wrong.Something very simple..He told me tat when u have done something wrong saying sorry you dun lose a piece of meat in you..It took me quite sometime till i realise wat he said was true..Gong Sorry BO KIAM ZI TEH BA!!Si bei true...

Anyway wat i say honestly is all my own thinking and feeling..It doesnt applies to everyone..Every human beings got their own character and mind wise to handle stuffs maybe not the way i do..Im am who i am..I only do it my way or respect my own decisions..Shall blog later gonna go lunch IM DYING!!

All pics unleashed!!hahahaha

2010-03-15T12:57:00.004+08:00

Me and Jen Sis on her Birthday

Me and Meimei on Her birthday

Me and Jamie Kuku on her birthday

Machiam Red Sotong

Gary and Me On Podium

Si Bui Eh

New year Countdown at 1819

Lisa Birthday

Me Veron and Lao Bu

Me and Eunice Wong Meimei

The Lim Bickering Family lolz

Me and Ah Girl

Act Cute

Neverending Friendship

Me and Gary on my birthday

Our Birthday Celebrationg

Me baobei and Mendy

At Boiler

At Ratchada on my actual day

Lim la lim hor yi si

My birthday celebration at fly

At Sentosa

Auntie Lim birthday lolz

At Social House

Me and Auntie Lim

My best sister

Another Saturday.

2010-03-15T08:44:00.003+08:00

Dun really feel like blogging but sometimes i feel the need to release *tension*
Someone jio me to play World Of Warcraft again.But this time is a private server not the real p2p like previously have to pay $20++ for every month game play.The hardcore days of WOW for me is already gone and past.I did said to myself no more hardcore gaming ever again.The day tat i started playing WOW was the day i started to get abit addicted and stay home almost every weekend just to play and lvl..But i do go out club during maybe on a Friday or Saturday.But when i was into Raids i almost stay home every weekend just to raid..Everyday after work is go straight home to raid with my bunch of friends.But those were the days i better cut short cos if not im gng to nag at least few pages of composition here.I install played once i exit the game the exe file doesnt WORK!!So i reinstall and played and the same thing HAPPEN AGAIN!Wtf happen..And ytd was the fucking 3rd time i reinstall and the same fucking thing happen..I still cant figure out wat happen even though a few changes i made to the game..Tonite gotta go settle this bullshit thing if not im just not gonna play again.Its kinda irritating installing over n over again..Gonna go get my thumb drive and CNC 3 Tiberium Wars so i can finally install Kanes Wrath to play..Haven even touch Kanes Wrath ever since i downloaded it due to no CD installation of Tiberium Wars.And i even got a warning email from Pacnet for downloading Kanes Wrath haha..Well games aside now moving on to life.

Saturday same old thing kena jio to fly to drink..went there drink drank and oops got kinda high..Dunno why i really feel like puking nowadays when i smell Martell or liqour..On the way back to get my car someone call me Chao Ah Gua right at the traffic light there..I was wondering which asshole dare to call me end up is my Army buddy Cb kia Chi Kop..I always call him Aeroplane king cos he always put aeroplane to ppl haha..Talk abit of cork before we both went our ways.I went back home and kinda send a wrong sms to someone..But wat came as a shock was the next day i saw the sms she reply back..And watever she said was true..Although its not the first time tat someone told me about it actually i was just being honest.And honestly speaking i have already moved on those were just memories and in fact to be able to say those stuffs was just a kind movement to tel the current one tat wat kinda person i am.At least u dont need to go guess wat im tinking now and den and how come i react in sucha way blah blah blah..But maybe to her its a wrong move..Shouldnt have said those stuffs to make her dun feel good being with me..But sometimes its kinda weird how come gals can say those stuffs and make us dun feel good but yet we are the ones whom are being reprimanded when we said ours.Its all the past we dun go pondering abt our ex gfs or wat just a simple kinda chat thats all..Whom doesnt say it now and den??From all my past relationships most gals do say abt their ex bf's and watever they did in the past it doesnt make me feel good at all but we have to suck it up and kip quiet?But whenever we guys say abt our ex gfs the next thing the gal we are currently wooing tels u tat u shouldnt say abt our ex cos it makes them dun feel good?Kinda weird right?Being honest rather den kipping quiet is better ?or Kipping quiet abt everything is better?Right now tinking back its not once and its already twice tat i went back to the same person trying to get to her..Her sms till now still leave me with question marks whether i should or should not reply back..My heart definitely is still wandering out there maybe yearning for her..Although shes abit too young for me but in terms of mature shes much much much more mature den others compare to those tat i know around her age but i would have phobia really to be with someone so young..I really do not noe...I need some time to tink wat i should do..

Back to reality this friday finally tat Fat Kia Birthday..Dinner first after tat shall see where we should go to chill out..Im tired of LIQOUR!

Bored Post

2010-03-11T11:48:00.003+08:00

Finally clearing up the mess but dunno is it a nice smell or the vomit odour anyway i got too much perfume at home.(I seldom even USE PERFUME)But since last year my birthday alot of friends bought me perfume for gifts so i guess im not gonna waste it im using it in my car LOL!..Spray la knn since im not gonna use it for my body use it for car also not bad wat at least im using it...hahaa..And finally i got to park in MULTI STOREY without SUNSHINE ANYMORE!!But guess wat so many fucking tenants move in and the 2nd storey doesnt have a space near the lift lobby!!!@#$%^&* CCB!..Nevermind la at least raining time dun need to get even a little wet anymore..

Just write a quick and short letter to Maurice..Finally hes releasing in 7 months more.Awaiting for the time we get back together like the old times..Although we have all grown up but friendships still last..

And the next note is im fucking boring at work!!!CB!Do simi ranjiao leh!!!lolz..
Aiyah go organise how to fucking celebrate tat cb kia birthday next week...GO WHERE LIM!!!NNB everywhere also GO UNTIL SIANZ...

What a Mess...

2010-03-08T15:44:00.004+08:00

Feeling so boring at work dun even feel like coming to work..Early morning woke up thought of getting MC and stayed home end up went to work and my colleague sms me say shes on MC..Wth..LUCKY!!If both of us on MC den its gonna be doomsday lol..
I never imagine i am the first one whom vomit in my own CAR!!!IM THE FIRST!!For the FUCKING 1 yr i've own this car hahahaha..And i have to clear up the mess myself luckily it aint tat smelly cos its already dried up...Went for a car wash and ask the washers to clean up the mess i made..Later going back home to do another thorough clean and soak it in deep nice smell FAB!lolz..
Fucking drink too fast on tat Saturday nite wedding..Too fast too furious end up i lost myself after the wedding..I only recalled memories tat my sister took me upstairs..I tink i fainted downstairs and the security call my sister LOL!...Waking up pathetic early in the morning ard 11am head spinning...Best part is tat i strip all the way down and wore my jeans to sleep??WtF!!!Anyway im very rude and crude and loud even when im sober so expect a loud speaker with vulgarities coming out from me when im drunk and im even x 10 times louder den EVER!hahaha..Love me or hate me tats wat i am...My friends all tel me i went to dolly and 万岁万岁 all the way..And they say im OUT OF CONTROL!!!Hahahaha..I guess i am out of control when im super duber DRUNK AND LOST!!!Totally no memories of wat i did..CCB!$%^&*( Thats the worst part for mixing beer with martell and watsoever WINE!!Zzzzz..Tat day marks the day im super wasted!!!And never WILL I EVER BE TAT WAY AGAIN!!!Enough!!!Im going to extend my exercise regime to 3 days per week..Im getting there soon..I need my body back so i wont indulge in drinking excessively AGAIN....So farking TIRED!!Tons of things to do at nite tons of SHIRT TO IRON!!!NNB CCB!!!ROAR~~~~
Till DEN!I will be back!!! =P

MIA

2010-02-24T10:21:00.003+08:00

4 months of MIA..I dun tink i will update often as last time anymore.Age is getting up on me.No time to blog even since im free at work.
Ups and downs now and den..So freaking tired of everything..

*Life is simple you make choices and you dun look back* Quote from Fast And Furious 3 Tokyo Drift

Very true..

I realise tat human beings get bitten more den twice to realise their own mistakes..
And it applies to all human beings.
No more MR NICE..Im sick and tired of all these...Its time to wake up and move on...
Human beings are all FAN JIAN de...If someone need you and want you definitely the automatic button will be *ON*

Learn it thru the HARD WAY..
I will be numb and dumb from now onwards..No more feelings attached..

Money can buy friends..See too much liao..There are really ppl whom do tat and they can just be bought over by $$$...Such hilarious things that happen in drama do happen in real life too..

Money cannot buy happiness and love..Although how much or how expensive your gifts you can buy for your loved ones doesnt mean they will appreciate it..Money doesnt buy love and quality of love you give to your loved ones...Its all the efforts and thoughts that counts not the money tat is involved..You can buy a bungalow a condo for your loved one if u are rich but tat really doesnt mean its LOVE!..

爱情是不能用金钱衡量的...

Im back and this time round i will be standing!!!

2009-11-20T11:54:00.003+08:00

My Sneaky Gang...Been spending alot of time with them quite often and seriously they make my day in and out.Let me be occupied with stuffs running on my head.And tats why im still standing here.Given alot of thoughts therefore have come to decide wat i shall do next.This year is ending soon.Hopefully next year will be a good year!!
Huat AH!!!

Im the head!!hahahaha

My sister Lim Horny Lim hahah

Me and Chipmunk Lisa haha

Thats about it will update when im free..I need to be hardworking..FROM next year la i mean hahahaha...

How do i get rid of someone..

2009-11-09T09:41:00.001+08:00

Get Lost Byebye....

Change Change Change..
I need a getaway..Please everything goes smoothly CAN knn!!!

Am I suppose to??

2009-11-06T08:37:00.003+08:00

After having second thoughts,wat seems so far suddenly seems near once again.
Wat kinda bullshit is this??Even if its suppose to be in that way why should i succumb to it??I just dun get it...I fucking hate to play mind games..Im fucking fucking fucking TIRED!!!Bloody Hell..Just another few more days to end everything..Im not going to do anything....And even its suppose to be i dun think i should be the one being auto AGAIN...When you are lost who is the first person tat comes in mind???Do i look like im a backup??
Please this Saturday please go away quickly..

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Im awake Im awake...

2009-10-22T09:01:00.002+08:00

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

I wont carry on in this game of yours..

Wat a dream..

2009-10-19T08:20:00.008+08:00

I dreamt i tio 4D starter prize nbcb..My car plate number zhun zhun open sia..Knn end up my friend run my money!!!! $1000++ nia need to run meh..But end up it was all a dream chey..And i was so enthu till i kept dreaming on n on n on!!!
If dreams do come true how good would it be..

Ytd i did wat i did...But how come i see sudden red eyes from her when i ignore her totally...Seems like tears but some sort i just ignore it...The whole trip was just a pure customer to customer service tats all...I just wan to leave...Some reasons is too tired for me to explain over n over again...Sometimes ppl are just too insensitive...With or without me its only just 1 lack of a person doting on you tats all...Its not a loss anyway...I did my part and i have saw where i am heading...I wont care or bother anymore there is nothing much to say anymore......I just wish i can faster finish it up and settle once and for all and leave silently.....With idiots backup and etc i just tink its just a waste of my time and effort....Enlighten me..

Dun blame on your misfortunate cos you have did something wrong to ppl in the first place...Even though you have change doesnt make the world turn square..Wat goes around comes around...How you have treated ppl in the end doesnt cover up for the rotten shit you have done to them in the beginning...Be good treat ppl like the way you wan them to treat you...And all wells ends well....

I miss my sisters!!!Roar~~~~

I just saw my meimei blog and i kope it without her knowing HAHAHAH!!Mei i know you wan to kill me hahaha..But you know i love you laaaa..
Well wat i wanna say put into words for everything tat is listed down below..
Its too true to be good...But respect is also needed even though still not in a r/s yet...=)

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence.
She repeated, 'PUB.'
There was still no answer.
When she was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

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NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, 'Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?'

The father-in-law answered in a smile, 'Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.'

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.

(This is so true,I always kip quiet when i noe tat my gf is doing wrong but this is the way it should be..Never criticize your partner even when she have done something wrong cos the words coming out from you will definitely hurt her heart =) )
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CREATING A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested 'I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.' The SDU officer said, 'Your requirements, please..' 'Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.' The officer listened carefully and replied, 'I understand you need television.'

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

(There is no perfect man or woman in this world..The only perfect comes from you accepting their imperfections)
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NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character.'

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.

(Just like wat i said above..Accepting our partners imperfections)
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RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.' Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, 'Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.' On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, 'Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.' She answered,'You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you..'

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship.

It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

(Haha this make my arse laugh,Be glad of wat you have and not be overproud of wat you have)
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PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.' The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

(Yuppies,If everyone is to talk bad on the r/s who cares...Wat is impt is in between the couples not other ppl to judge...)
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BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States.
A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck.
The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home and committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think first before you lose your patience with someone you love.
Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones and hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

(Yup never let rage overcome your personality,be patient in every stuffs to your partner)
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"Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

Have A Great Week! God Bless You!

Regards
Rachel P.Gomez

Officially Dead (Please dun add salt to my wounds)

2009-10-16T10:18:00.002+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

On a last note Goodbye..
Im dead..

Random feelings..

2009-10-14T09:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes life really sucks..

Sometimes its abt the timing,the environment and the ppl tat causes such things to happen...Anyway wats done been done i will not indulge anymore....But trust me im someone whom remembers every single detail tat such a friend i ever had...Never will i ever bother with such a person..You are so out of my friend list...So wat if i bear grudges who doesnt..But to sensitive issues too bad im crude and i dun give a damn to who u are..

Im revamping in another 2 months time..Till den shall see the new me..
Fuck you all bastards and bitches may you all rot in HELL!...
MUAhahahahahahaha...

Closest friends shall be in touch by den only...
=)

Love and Bread

2009-10-12T20:37:00.004+08:00

Another sad story just ended..And to face it its one of my friend whom i know for more den 10 yrs ended with his wife the marriage...
Sometimes i wonder and think,i been thru alot saw so many broken marriage broken relationship and met many types of gals...Gals whom got hurt so much till they cant trust love anymore tend to look on the more realistic side.I cannot totally agree to myself of wat i am saying cos different ppl different point of view..In fact i can only have my own say of my own point of view...
In love ppl tend to be blinded by the future of wat the guy can give...Can he give you a future that can support you give you all your needs??Well to me i tend to say tat no matter wat comes in the future it takes two hands to clap not the guy alone....If the guy himself have a stable job able to support you in half of your needs its already good enough for many gals..But some gals do tend to look on the realistic side before committing but the more u look on the realistic side you have forgotten how to love..He can provide you everything in your life but end of the day if one side dun love each other from the start to the end,the end of the road still lies ahead tat you just gonna be alone once again..If there is no love in the start where comes the marriage or relationship??Maybe some gals can go for the realistic side tat he can provide and he treats her good and tat is all they wanted but did they ever realise will they be happy in the marriage or relationship??Be clear minded of wat you wan in life..Love always starts first in a r/s den from there look to the next stage whether is this guy able to give you wat you need..Love doesnt start with realistic cos end of the day wat you have and wat you need might be able to satisfy you but when everything breaks loose you are on your own once again.Human being changes it doesnt matter its guy or gal..When they change the world completely collapses right in front of you..And as i said nothing is a lifetime guarantee even products and robots break down..Everything in life is a gamble..If you never gamble where would you know where you are heading cos there is no chance to win or to lose..

There is a reason why im so picky...Cos wat i wan i know..And if tat person doesnt fit in tat category no way im gonna take tat gamble...

Maybe to some ppl they tink im blabbering rubbish but its my own point of view..You can dun accept the fact and truth..
And very sad to say tat most of my friends whom are married the ones that are really happy are the ones whom aint that rich...Just only trying to make ends meet...And to those marriages guys whom are rich most of the time its always the guy whom make the worst out of everything..Cos when a guy is rich they tend to forget they are actually human beings with flesh and blood..=)

What Can I Do To Make You Love Me?

2009-09-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

My inner voices..
Im so freaking tired...

The feeling once again getting stab...

2009-09-17T08:24:00.004+08:00

After so many years once again i got stab and this time is from someone whom i know for like many YEARS????
I realise ppl do change but to change for the worst this i cant imagine..
You can dun stand on my side but when you stand on the other side knowing tat person for only a fucking few days compare to knowing me for many years...I have got nothing to say...Watever that is or the results came out just dun blame me for who i will be...Cos i always rem ppl whom have done wrong to me and will never forget..I'll give you the taste of your own medicine...
I had the similiar incident like 10 yrs ago and i straight away cut off ties with this so called brother...Someone whom know me since we went bad,fight,sleep at void decks etc etc etc.But yet side someone whom he know for only a few months and rather trust him and go against me...For this i will never forget..

True friends are ppl whom trust in you stay true to you...And luckily i have 1 and tat is my truly best friend...Im starting to isolate myself from some ppl whom i dun really like nowadays..Doesnt matter its guy or gal cos i dun wan the next same thing to happen once again...Im so sick and tired of all these bullshit...

Up to 30yrs of age i tink i had enough of arsehole friends in my life...And tat is why i rather mix around with my bunch of sisters den to know more guy friends..Im busy with someone nowadays...And i really hope this works out although im alone on this battlefield...I dun need any help or anyone whom is in concern cos i believe myself tat if i persevere onwards its all up to her to choose...

Till den i might come back to blog once awhile or maybe not..I just hate to be disturb when im emoing..Pardons to those whom call me i never answer or sms me i never reply..But thats just me...

I wish i had you..

The Beginning or Just another ending?

2009-09-04T10:15:00.003+08:00

I hope this will go well and i guess i will be back to blogging soon enough if i got wat i wanted..

Please bless me...

Seeing so many of my friends whom fall in love and fall out with a very sad and unhappy yet cruel endings make me wonder how come such bastard guys exist in this world..Making use of tons of excuses just to get their way thru...Sweet in the beginning but fucking cruel and heartless right at the end..What goes around comes around..It will be their turn soon...Never break someone heart if you intend to.Cos end of the day please do think back wat if you were the person..Some ppl are just left with no choice but all these arseholes do have a choice not to play someone out..

I just need to be more aggressive and attain wat i need..I will change due to circumstances but its always being the good side..

My Memorable Birthday

2009-08-24T23:20:00.001+08:00

Huat Ah!!!!Thanks for the steamboat although is freaking HOT!!!
Thanks to my sisters you all rocks!!!!!!!!

#$%^&*

2009-08-11T16:32:00.004+08:00

Why always when im having fun and drunk times always have to be ME to be peacemaker!!!!

Why
Why
Why

?
?
?

Drunk + Emo = Trouble
Trouble + Peacemaker = Peace
Zzzzzzz

Out of 10 ppl 10 drunken ppl will have Emoness at times we do not doubt it.
But why emo at the time when IM HAVING FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is simple but human beings make it complicated

2009-07-29T10:28:00.001+08:00

Day 1 no return call.
Day 2 absolutely nothing.

Im sooooo tired...

Please end this..

Birthday Wishlist...

2009-07-03T12:29:00.003+08:00

Im listing down alot of stuffs that i really need muahahaha..But i guess it shall be my own job to buy it myself cos i dun count on ppl to buy me birthday presents and thats me...=)

Need to buy more shirts for work and going out.Aiming for more cuff link shirts..
Need to buy sports shoe ah if not kip wearing the same one in and out for like 5 yrs liao LOL..
Buy a shade to leave in car especially when the sun is sooo high up need to block the sun away =O
Need to buy a belt for work purpose mine is rotting away wearing my guess belt for like 5 yrs lolzz...
Need a white cap so at times when the weather is breezy can wear it winding down the car window...

For Guest List
Too many friends!!!!
CCB!!!But definitely will invite those very close friends and those whom invite me to their birthday too for last year..
Will be celebrating like 2 to 3 times lolzz..
Well Celebrate with Ben for this year..
Hope everything goes well and everyone turns up..If not its a miss of not to make us drunk!!

Randoms

2009-07-01T09:02:00.003+08:00

So now ppl do realise i haven been putting up pics for quite some time..Cos why actually i do not like to take pics those taking pics of the previous sessions of having fun was just a ordinary happy moments...
Watch Transformers 2 2 times i think there will be a 3rd time hahahahahaha..Went to Crazy Hours and meet that Ah Bui Derick and Baobei and Tat Stupid dumbo Xie Jieling muahahahhaa....Im so tired right now still wondering whether to go Club tonite!!!
Happening nite today...

Still deciding...

o.O

A Tired Tuesday.

2009-06-24T13:27:00.003+08:00

As expected every tuesday im going to die without sleep..Went mummy house to kio her luaggage den went back home to sleep..Den came a phone call kia lets go melody need to buy food for tiffany zzzzzz..Reach there eat eat eat den after tat went zinc..Im so steam can...Kena bitten once again now on the arm =.= haiz wat else can i say..I been sleeping in the car since 630am in the office carpark but cant really sleep well...And den smses came in blah blah blah ccb wan to sleep IN PEACE also BUAY SAI!But anyway got a job weee..Will try to send resume..

A thief will never say they steal stuffs nor they shoplift till they get caught red handed..Its so simple yet sometimes i think its so dumb.Well we do realise friends come and go but the best ones are still by my side always..More den 10 yrs brotherhood and wat makes them think it will break us apart?
We chiong Fire we chiong Jurong East Entertainment Center and u think its tat easy to come along to know all these brothers??But its true that u will not have it all as brothers come and go..Some bcos of money some bcos of u know wat gfs stuffs it all happens to everyone's life...
But those whom stay truthful to each other will always remain as brothers forever in heart..And im glad they are still behind me whenever i turn back....
Ppl whom never ever walk our paths will never ever noe....

Im so gonna go sleep zzzzzz...

朋友妻不可欺

2009-06-22T11:18:00.004+08:00

Enuff said...
History repeats itself once again.
But anyway lucky i didnt know this someone true colours by spending money..Its just a gal nothing much else to lose anyway....
Wats yrs is yrs...
Wat isnt will never come back..

And as the saying goes....

God bless you two..

What goes around comes around i believe.
Even I believe in God...

Just one hi bye friend added to list...
Nothing much else to comment.

As for my life im still going strong..Project starting next month approx less den 3 weeks.Time to earn hard earned cash..And to play hard too...=D

Nothing much..

2009-06-19T12:07:00.002+08:00

Just met up with my bestie ytd nite and chatted abt stuffs and life.Seriously just realise that many marriages we saw with rich husbands wife all go astray and the most happiness marriage came to be the ones that are not so well off...
$$ cant buy happiness,heart,love,care and concern.It only brings u the few hours of happiness when u gt a new bag a new toy but definitely no attention from the person you love...Wat are marriages nowadays..Its so fake nothing lasts forever...
And you can never ever know a person in a few days nor weeks.Its not a simple job or simple mathematics test where u can easily know the person character...Love takes time to mature and it does take time to know a person more better...
Enough said...Im damn tired cos im sick...

Geez just so suddenly sick out of nowhere...Gotta go home and take a rest later..

How Hilarious...

2009-06-10T09:59:00.004+08:00

Many many years ago i got into a situation just like wat i got into and i continue to play with it although i know its gonna lead to something..
But i really like to play games as you know im addicted to hardcore gaming lol....

Its so hilarious when ppl ask you to stop playing with fire but end up all of them are playing fire with their marriages..Nowadays modern days = Divorce with kids No more hanging on to the marriages just becos of kids...

Play fire with cautious or with fire extinguisher...Remember to put out the fire if u see it burns vigourously =.=

With Trust comes with Love den comes in the compromise..Mutual Respect..
With all these there you go..Without any of this criteria thats it...

Im damn tired of blogging till den..

Readers Alert

2009-06-03T11:49:00.004+08:00

I have discounts on some branded stuffs either bags or watever Gucci or Burberrys or etc blah blah blah...

If you need any feel free to contact me so i can get from you cos i have contacts in there up to 30% discount from Changi Airport...

Be fast !! Be Quick While stocks still exist!!!

All are real stuffs not fake receipts will be issued if requested Thanks.

The purpose in life

2009-05-26T09:05:00.003+08:00

Many tons of blinking years never blog..
How am i??No more pics to update as i dun really like to take pics although you have seen alot of the crazy pics taking..Tat is just for memories..I realise i am still my old self the same old one as before.
Some thought just gone thru my mind while watching agony and pain for some of my friends whom have gone thru so much thru their marriage..

Whats the point of being in a marriage?To have kids to lead a simple life or complicated life?

A wife whom doesnt bother abt the husband doings and the husband whom doesnt bother abt the wife doings....Just rem to come back home look after the kids sleep separately and live life normally???Aga every month husband bring back money and give to wife and tats abt wat a marriage is...This somehow was experienced by one of my friend whom have a 10 yrs relationship with this guy but with no kids...Basically both not bothering abt each others doing,business etc etc etc and end of the day it ended up with heartaches....

Wats in a marriage without the love and sparks?Although bread is impt but tat doesnt mean tat two person get together just for the sake of a family life with no love attached..Just like making love with someone u dun love u dun like just for the sake of having kids???Of having a marriage or having a life??

Marriage involves compromise,love and trust....Give and take.
Without these criterias end of the day this will still end up spilt.

I hope it doesnt happen to me..What im looking for is wat i want in my life not artificial...

Fuck with the emoness..
Time for fun...Roar~~~

Lazy to blog

2009-05-22T11:20:00.003+08:00

Been chionging drinking like mad with those bunch of siao char bors..
Im so tired nowadays i gotta isolate myself..
I need rest..
No more emoness is good..But going out each and everyday is driving me mad!!!

I need SLEEP!!!

Its over.

2009-04-28T16:15:00.003+08:00

Since the day it was declared over im freed from all the emoness..
No more emo..Emo fuck off..
Time to concentrate on something else..
With no Love there will be no heartbreaks and heartaches.
With no likings nothing is going to happen..
And i really dun enjoy being like by gals whom i dun like cos their emoness i cant cure but to reject totally...SPARE ME PLS!!I dun wan headaches Im exploding...

Once i leave i will never come back.Tats me..

Goodbye...

The last nite

2009-04-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

As i said it was the last nite of drinking with the usual ppl...Too bad Ah Pat tat lao auntie nv come end up all her sisters all ran away play darts cos they buay LIM!
And the first one whom was dead drunk needless to say goes to Nana Goh Edna.Shes always cheeky when shes drunk Monkey face lolz...
The rest was like time out went to play darts and never came back to play the 4 5 6 and 7 8 9 created by me lolz...
But anyway it was a fun nite and was the last nite of my drinking days..
Time to strive and work hard now..The rest have to be cut away..
Till den...
Drunk liao act cute

See red liao mati..

Cheeky Monkey Face Nana

This one still sober lolz

Btw i also dunno who the hell is she lolz

At the end of the day it was a hell loads of fun although ended up was we were the ones drinking everything lolz...

Strive starting on new sideline job..

2009-04-07T10:47:00.003+08:00

I am soooooooo lazy to blog nowadays..
Not much happening events anymore..No more drinking no more sehing..Healthy lifestyle starts with waking up early in the morning on weekends and to go all the way down to Toa Payoh to open office.Am always the first but always will go back when tired.
Times bad but still there are ppl wanting to renovate their flats.And amazingly my first customer will be my first customer in this new place new company..
I haven even written to Maurice yet..Damn so busy to do stuffs.
Everyday after work fetch my gal to work den back to Toa Payoh to work all the way till 1030pm..
Where do i have time for others...
Stupid chatbox also gameover liao where gt time to change new one..
I need a life like this family LIFE!!!Muahahahaha..
Will be back to do some blogging when i haf the time ya..Still gt some funny pics not yet uploaded hahaha..Till den byeeee...

New Drive

2009-03-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

And its like finally!!!

Lesser drinking more exercising time..
Go away fats fats....
My parking really kns..Scratch the car when i was talking to tat si potato head lolz.
Dunno why i didnt scratch my sis car when i drive her car so many times and park so many times but only scratch my own one..CB..Puiz..But nvm 1 week later go groom him back to handsome face =)

Derick Noob Birthday at Chamber 82

2009-03-16T09:51:00.005+08:00

Needless to say anything pics do all the talking..
Too god damn lazy to type nor think..

Guess wat we play 7 8 9 end up we 3 got drunk instead of birthday boy muahaha..
Wtf everyone was like wan to kill each other with the roll of 7..
I KO once i reach home..
It was a fun nite indeed.

When will the time come

2009-02-26T10:03:00.001+08:00

I've been experiencing massive rain..
Am still waiting for that particular rainbow to appear

When will it ever come??
I'm still waiting...

Si bei Pek Chek

2009-02-25T17:26:00.004+08:00

3 Words
I FUCK YOU!

KNN!!!

Talk much no use.
Simple things if you dun wan ppl to know abt your stuffs dun bloody hell go tel ppl abt it and scare that the cat will be let out of the bag.
Or either way you kip your bloody mouth shut or tel ppl that you dun wan it to be told.
Simple english dun understand...I get it you guys are either no brainer or wat..

................

2009-02-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

No support..I got concussed.
No reaction..I got bash by emotions..
Why do i have to stay at this pathetic place.
So end up i have to wiggle my way out of this fuck up place MYSELF...
This year doesnt seem like a smooth year for me..But i will strive my best and wiggle out of this place even if it takes my life away.
Fuck you arseholes i will not die......

Emotions have gone thru over my head.I am freaking tired of everything.Tired of waiting too....Is that wat its suppose to be?I'm tired and giving up.No reactions no actions but just words.Words tat still doesnt comfort the way i wan it to be..Maybe its time to say goodbye and carry on...Going into deeper meditation as time goes by...If time will tell why am i still yearning for a miracle to happen....It just wont happen at all...

And as this blog goes on i guess its time tat im going into hibernation mode...Might be months ahead..Good bye..

Company DND

2009-02-13T10:39:00.003+08:00

Pics speak Louder den words.
Damn tired after a nite of overdose drinking ended up going to the DND in hibernation mode.
But we had our fun.

Our CEO

The boss of the nite

The host

Erm toilet bowl?

The singer of the nite

Mai siao siao auntie still so flexible

Host of the nite

The master of many faces

Fire breathing act

Machiam song bin

Our stylo colleague of the nite

Thats abt all.Lazy to blog la bo eng la...
Test driving LATER WOOT!

Melody

2009-02-09T17:25:00.003+08:00

LIM LIM LIM Session.
The many problems nite..
FUCK Time to quit Drinking..
At home lim la lagi song..

3 Vs 1 stupid Audrey LOL!

CNY pull your ear?

Rena the Ghost

Act cute fei hua cos shes the only 90s in the group

Outside Crazy Hours

Mai gong liao..Lim and DIE!!

More pics ahead lol..

2009-02-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

Paiseh la my camera lousy this one from bloody bitch camera hahahaha.

CNY Gathering cum BBQ

2009-02-02T13:39:00.004+08:00

Had a gathering CNY BBQ cum gambling on Friday..Rush back home to start fire end up no lighter =_=
Bought like 3 cartons and seems like no one did really drink except for me and some ppl.Usually 3 cartons will be finish by the 5 of us if we really did wan to drink...
End up those gambling werent in the mood to drink only drink plain water and coke so they can concentrate on gambling.I won like 30 bucks again for each 2 bucks bet lol..
The rest were like enjoying soccer challenging against each other.
Everything came to an end at 2am.Family gotta sleep bo bian..

Bloody Host came at like wat 9pm..

Every Year HUAT HUAT HUAT LA!!

Double O cum Fly

2009-01-29T15:17:00.005+08:00

Damn lazy to blog..On Mind too many stuffs to settle so chin cai chin cai blog abit la...
Went double O on a 2nd day of CNY.
Was suppose to go Powerhouse after a gathering at Dickson house for some dinner and drinks plus gambling.Won a pathetic 20 bucks lol..
Powerhouse wasnt open on the 2nd day of CNY..KNN dunno zo simi lanjiao lol..
Went Double O instead and met up with my hamburger and her cousins with rongwei and Jean.And as usual tat bloody Jean gt drunk again.And why its always me have to take care of her..Cos tat BLOODY ZHEN!..I think i gonna del her hp number muahaha and change hp number too muahahaha..

Bloody Jean stop bitching so much when u are drunk even the cab uncle also buay tahan u!!

Shes gone mad liao

Happy and High...

Rescue her from perverts do i look like Superman..CCB!

Aging Years

2009-01-22T16:31:00.003+08:00

As time pass by and 1 by 1 i saw my friends starting to shop like an auntie grab any cheap stuffs at OG sales or watever sales and i am starting to think that at the age of 23 and above all going to enter the age of being an auntie....Sales Sales Sales grab grab grab omg...Or rather i saw a friend of mine with a kid being so niao to herself and giving everything to her daughter....Every single cent counts its call save save save and grab grab grab whenever there is sales.Its just like a rush of aunties pushing and pulling anyone in their way of the sales thingy..

OMG!!What as this world become to...

The only thing i know is tat Feb is coming soon time for PARTY!!!

Friday drunk cum lost nite...

2009-01-19T11:01:00.005+08:00

Wooo Hooo..
Friday nite jio those kiam nin beh 4 glasses of liqour eh ah pat out..
Buay lim still haven return me yet zzzz..We played Indian Poker stupid game sia and bluff and 7 8 9.
Those suay kias lim n lim n lim non stop...Think the whole pub is all our noise especially ah pat with some guys looking at her and cant stop laughing at her horny and itchyness jokes o.O
I was drunk before i left Melody and wtf why did we even go boat quay in the first place i cant even rem.All i noe is tat i sneak back home and knock out on my bed and to wake up the next day realise that we didnt pay for the liqour lol...
CCB SEH HOKAY!NNB!!!Where is the discipline????

Saturday Out with Agnes and Lirong wah lan eh walk n walk n walk n walk non stop.
Legs breaking and bodyaches all over...At nite watch Eden Lake wtf ending is tat...
Im so tired..Sunday work go Ikea walk till drop dead..OMG!!!I cant REST!!!

Agnes Poh The Rabbit at One Corner lol

Machiam Rabbit Eyes

Ah Pat lose liao buay song cant drink still point finger BOO!

Lirong And Agnes

All Indians

Lose liao steady LIM!

This one 3rd time losing

Act Cute Mah Auntie!

LIM LIM LIM Patricia LIM!

Start her Itchiness and Horny liao lol

Pat Audrey and Agnes

Me and Audrey

See i drunk til i dunno i took this pic CCB!

Dunno which Joker lol..

Me and Lisa

Me and Audrey (Orange)

6 years and counting down friendship....
Huat ah...
Time to Swear OFF LIQOUR!!!BOO!

My Pathetic Lunch

2009-01-16T15:24:00.001+08:00

And again i wont visit Sakae Sushi anymore CCB fucking expensive plus food fucking sucks day by day..
Sakae = Pain in Malay wtf...Puiz Chao Nua

Thursday Chilling Out....

2009-01-16T11:01:00.003+08:00

Damn tired can damn lazy can..
Brain not functioning well.
Body breaking apart..
Searching My Melody for the past 4 days in vain.
And my legs are breaking into bits and pieces buay tahan..
Need BEER!!!!!
TaDA!!!!

Me and Fanny at Fly

Act Cute Eileen

Pat And Lisa

NB act cute owe 4 glasses bo LIM!Patricia LIM BUay Lim!Muahahaha

End of the story is woke up late and late for work LOL!!

Long Lost Brother

2009-01-09T18:49:00.006+08:00

After more den 10 yrs....
Lost and Found counter....
At Melody....
In just within 2 hours met 3 long lost FRIENDS!!!

And thanks to Lisa..
How come keep losing in bluff and i thought i was shit in playing it.
So i found someone lagi LOUSIER DEN US!!
Present Desni The Bodoh =P
Look carefully at her fingers and the cards she holding not even enough to hold all the cards LOR!!
And if you wan to rob her look at her blink blink on her finger =D
Seriously i dunno how many CARROTS is tat =P
Her fierce face does it even scare u?
No It Doesnt!!! Muhahahaa

Lisa and Desni

Dun blame me of the lousy resolution of the pic.
Cos the camera ISNT MINE!
Muahahahahah.
Till den...
Time to prepare to go to a Wedding Ceremony and Mirama Hotel.
I AM SO FUCKING HUNGRY CAN!!!
I Am SO GONNA LIM LIM LIM TONITE!!! =D

Friday Finally..

2009-01-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

CCB i am fucking BO LIAO CAN!!
NNB CCB!
FASTER END THIS PATHETIC DAY I JUST CANT STAND STARING AT THE SCREEN ANYMORE...

N thank god i found the My Melody Stuffs.
Going to get it soon.Thanks to Ah Fat K..You're the best =P

A New 2009

2009-01-02T09:19:00.005+08:00

A Happy New Year to everyone.
And the best gift i ever had was a 12 points woot.
Time for a new job wooo laaaaa laaaaa...
Down the road 6 months in time.Its time to strive strive strive...
Now for some New Year Pics.
Anyway not having a festive mood dunno why..Maybe too many problems and emoing that happen but am glad all its over...Been sick for the past 2 weeks and still feeling abit nudgy..2 weeks of not exercise regime makes me feel tired and lazy..And my cough still haven heal yet...Face getting rounder day by day without exercise regime.Please heal me!!
Time for pics.

Face si bei round buay tahan..

Me and Amy

Till den HUAT AH!!!

Last pic of the YEAR 2008!!ROARS!

2008-12-29T10:17:00.001+08:00

Retro Nite and plus KNOCKOUT NITE!

WTF!!!

Random Post

2008-12-27T11:35:00.002+08:00

I am very very very tired.
I dunno wat she wans wat she thinks and wat shes trying to do.
End of the story...

Absolutely no idea of anything...

I am lost and i need a compass...

Hibernating Blog

2008-12-19T11:40:00.002+08:00

Till den next year..
Time for a big change..
Hibernating till i come back but dunno when..

Dragonball Evolution

2008-12-12T16:37:00.001+08:00

CCB i cant believe this OMG.

What the fuck???

My favourite Cartoon Dragonball coming to the cinemas.
This better be good cos i think its FUCKING LAME!!SON GOKU A FUCKING ANG MO!!SIMI RANJIAO!

Exile mode

2008-12-09T10:46:00.002+08:00

Cant believe some ppl take me for so seriously.Guess he dunno me well.But well at least i gt those bunch of friends whom know me as who i am =)

Going into exile mode.

If it never started it will never come to an end anyway..
What am i thinking...

Goodbye..

Immigrating to a land whom no one can ever find me...

Reversing or move forward..

2008-12-04T11:15:00.003+08:00

Geez i didnt realise i didnt blog nowadays dunno is due to wat.Madness? Or busy-ness!
CCB!

Forget it i actually also dunno wat to blog.Too many thoughts inside my mind till wan to explode but nowhere to explode.

I just hope 2009 will come quickly and end this pathetic year.
And i really meant this is a PATHETIC YEAR!
End this pathetic year for me.
Cannot stand the lift the ppl the system and i meant everything SUCKS BIG TIME!!
I am so gonna leave and wan to leave.Make it quick!!
Every minute every second here just makes me wans to vomit!
Totally 60 days!!Totally!!!I am gonna wave goodbye goodbye to all you fuckers suckers bloody testicles arseholes..Go fuck YOURSELVES!KNN!TO HELL TO ALL OF YOU BASTARDS!ROT IN HELL!

Christmas is coming...And guess wat i wan for Christmas?
All i wan for Christmas is YOU YOU YOU!!!!But i guess you cant hear me anyway..
And i guess i can slowly go Daydream liao..

I am gonna live in exile till next year..So tired of everything....

Why cant i have a passionate,loving caring person towards me..

ZzzZzzZzzz

Ah Zhen 25th =D

2008-11-27T10:28:00.004+08:00

Ok rush hour time.Chiong ahhhhh.
Receive a surprise call from Tiffany that she was around my working area having a interview.This was really damn funny i didnt realise that my company downstairs got sakae sushi hahaha.I went down to meet her and couldnt find her and i saw a lady walking towards my building and i was following behind her.And i thought she perm her hair and to realise after following her i see how come she have become a old haggard =X Suddenly saw another young lady walk towards the building and bah it was her.Almost tap the wrong person shoulder hahahaha.We talk abt our life and work and some old stuffs.Really a very very long time friend and includes that she is my ex gf too.Chatted abt 30mins and i went back to work.Just wish i could faster end the day for enjoyment later in the nite asap.

Met Derick at Vivocity and went to bought ice cream cake.Still have to ask the manager Jean for help wat tat bitch like to eat =X
Went to Mono and drink everything is half price on housepours till midnite.The whole Mono i guess its only her and i meant HER NOISE!!!Nevermind its her hatch day let her create havoc =P After we happily finish the cake and went off to Powerhouse we was so having fun too bad she wasnt ard...I was so fucking tired can not becos of the bloody beer and liqour but of the tiredness of my body sinking deeper n deeper.I cannot tahan till 4am i went back almost 3am cos i noe the more i stay there the more i will faint on the spot sooner or later.Went home and fix my damn PC..CCB dunno wat happen to it no screen no sound fiddle with the harddisk and den the graphic card and realise it was loose...=X Fix it before i went to sleep.So god damn tired can.And had a surprise call from someone i heart!!!=D

Ok enough talk cos i think i dunno wat to blog cos i am still not AWAKEN YET!!
And Sandra's Mum say i look very decent and innocent without the tattoos.Muahaha and someone went to the room and quickly took a glasses out and challenge Sandra Mum ask her whether he look tat decent and innocent too compare with me but still end up lose lol...Celest chalet is full of kids man..Here cry there make noise i am so falling asleep tat i came back early..If i still stay there i tink i would faint there and sleep instead.But anyway since i am back time for camwhoring time.

PS Camwhoring for her not me =X

Underage ppl please do not carry on.Its not for the weak heart.=D

She kip saying its cuteeeeeeeee

Just a few words to describe this day.
SI BEI SI BEI SI BEI SI BEI SI BEI POWER AHHHHHH!!!!
Time to sleep Tomolo is WARHAMMER TIMEEEEE!!!!

And i so heart my HH!!!!!=D

A decision to be made.

2008-11-21T08:54:00.003+08:00

Feels like i not been here for like months but actually i am NOT!.

Was playing Mario in office when i heard my name being announced while i am listening to Class95fm and i thought this Mark Lim aint me..Den i heard abt the stuffs that actually said about old school days.Yeah i did remember tat i did wrote on the 95 website about some old sch stuffs and woot i heard i won a hamper..Damn got so lucky i didnt even know =D

The next thing i got home i receive some emails.Omg my previous gamers emails recalling back all the units and chiongsters to join back World Of Warcraft but this time its casual playing and casual raiding..The times we had together meetings dinners and gaming at cineleisure was so simply god damn fun..But too bad good things doesnt last long..It all started after i left the game and alot went their own separate ways..

The Myth History =D

Our chionging 30 man =D

And last but not least full 40 man last boss of Molten Core..History and fun makes all go wild.Those were the days =D

But now the decision is to play Warhammeronline or World Of Warcraft.
Its a pvp world or a raiding world for me to decide.
Sianzation..

9 more days to my HH Birthday...=D

RoarINgg!!!

2008-11-17T09:10:00.004+08:00

How was my weekend...
Fun Drunk and Yet DEAD!
And i Dread Puking!!

Bloody Zhen SCARE TO DIE,dun ask me to fetch you next time since u bloody got so much insurance and yet to name it under MY NAME!

Went to Boat Quay and drink reaching so early and yet Friday was such a bloody HOT DAY!..
I lost my fucking STYLUS CCB!..KNN next time better dun act smart and stick the stylus next to the phone.I thought the magnetic stylus si bei power wan wont drop, end up LOST!CCB!

PS:How do you tie a hair bun in 1hr? (Ask Zhen )

Discovery here we go!!And guess wat someone ACT Smart to lead the so called way to Discovery Bar and ended up getting lost haha.Wat a dumbwit!!And still have the cheek to ask where she is!!! Mai Ge Kiang eh sai bo!!

And thanks to the both cb Kias.Both NINJA away during wee hours and LEFT ME BLOODY ALONE!!!CCB!Lucky Keyuan spotted Zhen and pull her back to Discovery but yet she did another attempt to escape and she did successfully..End up me and Keyuan BIRD alone at Discovery and cant even finish just 2 mugs of BEER!...
Next time BUAY LIM SAY!!!WTF!
I puke 3 times in the toilet and i still stand up run back and DRINK N DRINK!..
YOU 2 LAO CHEE BYE!!!

Next day call me and gave me excuses for running away.
I did ninja ONCE!And its only ONCE IN A BLOODY LIFETIME!.

You two Chao Bye Bye.
Remember This!!
I will bloody return you triple times.. ROarraARr

PS : Think someone puke on the floor lets see the pics below..

Woot i found a LV bag lying somewhere on a sofa.

Shes puking..

Wtf did she puke?

Drunk liao face still si bei song ah..

Success

2008-11-11T09:22:00.003+08:00

After 1 week of nuaing at home.
闭关修炼 Success..
Only day i went out was on Saturday accompanying someone to Changi Airport to study.
And i didnt noe that there are some rests in Airport that closes at Midnite.
Well next time can have midnite sushi there =)
Another 2 weeks to shut myself at home!

And LEONG YANZHEN FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.
Dun GO AROUND TELLING PPL YOUR TAILSMAN IS FUCKING 12CM by 12CM.
YOU THINK YOU WEARING A POSTER OUT SI BO?
CCB!

Osama Bin Zhen

2008-11-05T09:21:00.002+08:00

Beware of this terrorist on the run.

Please grab her boobs and slap her in the head and tie her up and roll into a ball and call 999 immediately..

闭关修炼- 3 weeks

2008-11-05T09:10:00.002+08:00

Ok i guess no one can see that ninja turtle power signature so i enlarge it.
Cos i damn bo liao...

I am so gonna MIA for these 3 weeks.Till den..No pics no update kakakakaka..

Drunken Nites! and Halloweeeeeeeeeennnnn...

2008-11-01T16:23:00.003+08:00

Ok there we go O bar at Double O...
Lydia called and ask whether wan to go and haf fun cos its free flow nite till 12..
Fuck lor all last min call me reach there already 11pm..
So sianz den titi jio drink drink drink until the free flow end..
But anyway i still dunno wat the fuck is Kickabomb!
We drink we drank we drunk and we got all mad!!!
Lisa and Potato came late tat nite.And lucky baobao and lydia came in den potato feel better and started to play lol....
I duno wat they trying to do lol..

Ok potato head too big cover Bao bao and Lisa face hahaha

Baobao Power Turtle Signature

Wah lau head so big stil come in and gek siao

Me and Baobao

Why yr head so big ah lol

Yummylicious

Halloween nite..
Wtf dun even know wan or where to go.
Last min anyhow JIO!
CCB POwerhouse Queue is like MAD!
Lucky we are on members queue less den 30mins we are in.
Those ppl queuing up to pay is pathetic waiting for more den like 1hr to get in..
Powerhouse u need POWER!
And i saw my cousin as captain bartender ok good next time can bring 100 ppl in liao hahahaha..
Stupid Jean came in and gt drunk before 1HOUR HOKAY!
And Ben was hiding somewhere in powerhouse and i CAUGHT HIM SEE UPSKIRTS!mUahahah
THis is a Mad DAY!
So many Freaks EVERYWHERE!!!

Freak!!

And your so called stupid Witch Cap!!

My armpit SMELLS!

Winner takes it all

Self High?!!!

I really dunno wat to say..Drunk stupid jean always do MAD THINGS!Lucky i caught hold of HER!RIDICULOUS!
STUPID LEONG YANZHEN COME BACK AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR SISTER!!!

And we ended the nite at 4am going back drunk and high feeling HAPPY!

Wat a long weekend..

2008-10-28T09:05:00.002+08:00

Every week its always a pub drinking cum clubbing session.
And its becos of ah mel birthday if not i dun think i would be going..
Stupid Jean never bathe and change clothes again!And i mean AGAIN!
And Zhen always dunno how to bathe her =D

First it was Club De Master...
The boss never DRIVE jio on THE ROCK AGAIN N AGAIN!.
CB lucky never sing Tuo Diao Tuo Diao if not there he goes again lol..
2 bottle 2 person wtf..Around after 2am to Powerhouse yet AGAIN!
Beer Liqour FUCK.I dun even rem how i got home..Maybe i jog home i guess =D
Resting days till all the way to the end of month so many oncoming birthdays and marriages.
Time to ZAO LIAO!!

Leong Yanzhen Birthday WOOOOO..Must make her drop DEAD!Oh i so wanna see how she lie on the floor with her mouth still moving non stop lol....

Till den...Missing my hum bao bao.....

Amy Amy Amy!

Rongwei and Amy

Me and Amy

Us

See i told u she never change clothes again...

And still can smile so wide?lol!!

Simply Thursday

2008-10-23T23:11:00.003+08:00

Well well.The whole day was drizzling with rain and was so cooling..
Early morning i tried to text something to class 95fm cos i wanted to scold Glenn for his self proclaim weather report ytd morning.And it did went in and i was listening to wat FD talking abt the sms i send in.Haha it was so funny..Hell ya He ought to be shot to death =P

The next thing was playing facebook poker whole day and i lost all my chips lol.Wtf i keep show hand in almost every hand i took even if the cards was lousy and ended up getting broke hahahaha..I am DAMN SIANZ YOU KNOW CCB!

Went back office and finally my project is finish and done with..Now waiting to collect my comm ccb i am so fucking broke so many FUCKERS OWE ME $$ pcb...
It was not raining when i went for my last lesson in BBDC.
Lesson was 805pm i stand by at the car at 8pm..Den it started to drizzle,instructor came over at 802pm.Got in the car and it started to POUR!!!!WTF!It was like less den 5secs when it happen..
This kinda rain didnt happen for a very long time..I cant even see the poles ccb so fucking heavy..Anyway all is finished right now can just relax and sit back while waiting for TP..

So god damn tired can..Might be working 3 jobs soon...Finding and in search for something worthwhile..Hopefully next year will be a better year...
I wish i hope and i pray...

HUAT AH!!!!

I made it!!!

2008-10-22T16:52:00.003+08:00

A last min drinking call on a Tuesday and off to CH..So many Sex Maniacs there but i guess most of them are disappointed lol...Anyway was there to drink and saw 10 yrs ago friend whom nv met since 1998 o.O hahahah...

Woo Hoooooo I made it

My bitch wrote me a resignation letter and i just threw it in my boss FACE!!
And here it goes

To Whom It May Concern:

The purpose of this letter is to inform you that I have had enough working in this particular company for 7 over years.

I regret to inform you that the salary drawn is pathetic and I have decided to move on from now on.

I do not thank you for the opportunities that you have guided me along the way.

Thank you and I do not wish to cross paths in the future with you again.

Regards,
Mark Lim

Woo hooo BYE YOU FUCKERS AND BITCHES CCB!!!

Woot!

Monday nite out..

2008-10-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

At this specially time.I am fucking tired of this fucking place.
Wtf is this restricted time for lunch..Nb CCB!Nin beh every morning first person to reach first person to go.Even a fucking 30mins or 15mins earlier den all of them nin beh deserve such treatment?Fuck u understand..PCB if not bcos of the bonus i jollywell already throw letter in their face..PCB!Never had i been so pissed off especially when tat fucking friday nite spoil my whole mood from Sat to Sun and to Monday...
I wish i could fucking fuck off from this place and time consumes much faster den expected..
I am so gonna set this bomb ticking from 3 months starting from now..
Wat goes around comes around..There are good times and bad times but too bad this time round i have tolerated more den enough such bullshit..
How come this fucking recession i dun see any fucking retrenchment...I so FUcking wan to get retrench CCB!Grant ME MY WISH CAN BO!!!!PHUA PHUA PHUA BYE!!!
NB CCB! ANd tat is so FUCKING ME!!Hokay enough of the ranting.It wont be long anyway leaving this place.. =D

Monday nite at Crazy..We gt more den we wanted =D and Jean kio TIO SAI MAN!..Found $50 bucks Free BEER LEH!!MUahhahaha.Anyway we had fun and after drinking went to Geylang to eat Dim Sum..(Someone make noise that we didnt bring her for any fucking supper ever since going out to drink and got drunk almost everytime) Dun kpkb la when ppl are drunk who the fuck wan to go for supper..You so fucking fat and pregnant still wan supper for FUCK AH!
I dunno how come i always wake up so early afraid tat i would be late for something..This freaking alarm of mine really scare me to death...I need some auto shutting down alarm clock....

This is a new Ayumi Debbiesaki =P

Guess wat they playing

Act sing in fact Buay Hiao SING!

Chris Chou lol...

Promoting Darlie Toothpaste ai mai!!!

Wat a lousy weekend...

2008-10-20T13:35:00.004+08:00

I cant imagine having such a lousy weekend..Was on leave on friday having a very carefree day.
At nite started the BBQ alone at 6pm..The fucking fire took me like almost 2 hrs den was able to start..Was playing fire all the while..I ate so little till i dunno how come i could survive the whole nite..I drank all the way till they came..
we finish like almost 2 cartons of heineken before going to tat sucky place St James den bad things start to happen.
Fucking spoil all the weekend mood.
Came home whole body fucking sweat just like came back from a 2.4km run.
I dun wan to mention what happen since its over.Really spoil the whole day and i swear i will never step into fly EVER again...Fucking place with Fucking ppl..
In future only chilling out at pubs u will see me at...
No more nonsense for me to handle anymore.

PS: Jean sucks at BBQing..Never believe her in her skills of BBQing all the fish no moisture and fucking hot as hell!Even starting fire claim to be pro but seems like shes playing with fire more den starting...

This looks like *The Ring 2008* By Leong Yanzhen

Friday nite at Chijmes....

2008-10-13T09:50:00.005+08:00

So well where did we went on a Friday nite...
We went to bust the area at Chijmes call Discovery Bar with my boss and the same as usual my bitches..Stout Beer Martell drunk drunk drunkkk..That place is so fucking small can knn...
We were so hungry that we even call for food..Chicken Wings and You Tiao..Eat till song song Drink till song song...I was quite high even before i reach fly....

But but before that we were still at keong siak road club de master drinking again...
I am just so starting to get bored of tat area...

Mr Beng was too drunk to recall wat happen that nite..Left me and the two bitches to fly finding Derick..
Fly is a shit hole...It starts to get bored..Left at 4plus ...

Stupid hp still wan to show off

She thinks shes macho

Take 2 armpits smells

Take 3 Wan to gek sai..

Here comes flying kiss...

Wonderwoman

Lian and Beng ...

One ah drunk one ah hungry

Mr Beng is drunk Jean holding him..

Us

Take 2

Finally its time to stop clubbing this week and time for BBQ...
Eat Drink Swim and Drown??????
So fucking busy this week can...I just wish Friday would finally come and end my torture of this fucking bastard...Give me a break can CCB!...

PS : I am such an arsehole tat nite.But anyway who cares..I am always an arsehole to ppl i dun like... =)

My Jean Bitch is Back!

2008-10-10T12:15:00.004+08:00

Well after admitted to hospital for not bathing regularly shes finally back in action..

Can someone pls pls pls remind her to bathe regularly and everyday..
Shave her armpits and stop wearing same clothes every single day..
I so dun wanna go hospital to visit the smelly Jean ever again....

A Good Friday....

2008-10-10T11:52:00.002+08:00

My bitch always make my day...
But at times shes damn irritating..Trust me if her words can believe i guess pigs can fly...

MiSSyLiSElottE says:
buy beer
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
buy whole cartoon <=======Spelling

MiSSyLiSElottE says:
then we all ta
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
and drunk
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
sleep in swimming pool
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
and DROWN <========Lame

Mark . says:
he wan heineken
Mark . says:
cb
Mark . says:
buy 2 carton enough bo
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
lol
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
he can bo
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
later he drunk
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
drown in the pool
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
i dunwan go police station lo
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
take statement
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
knn
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
he drown
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
lim peh go home first
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
i reach hm then u call police ok <======Lagi Lame lol..

MiSSyLiSElottE says:
cos lim peh got to carry ALL THE WAY TO KEPAGANG! <===Spelling...!!!

I live at fucking Kembangan..Normal singaporeans dun even spell it correctly OMG!!

MIA week.

2008-10-05T06:52:00.006+08:00

My Bitch MIA for fucking 4 days...Sms no REply..Call No Answer..
One swollen eye can MIA???
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway watch my space i can MIA even better for the next 2 months...
*Poof*

Bye!!!!

Its been so god damn long ever since i heard the birds chirping early in the morning...
Saw 2 long lost friends while having orientation...Its been awhile and everyone have grew up..
Those were the days..
So freaking tired came back take a nap and woke up went to tampines to haf dinner and cork abit..And the most funny part is watching small bengs and lians hanging out at Interchange lol..Those were the days..2008 still gt kids running around being bengs?I cant imagine that world behind them...

7am in the morning why am i so early here.
Cos i cant get to sleep lol..Slept so early yet woke up so early.
Nb!!!!Anyway since hibernation mode is on gonna lead a very healthy lifestyle..
Wat awaits me ahead is wat the future lies...
And once i got my stuffs done its time to aim for another...
I hope i didnt send any wrong msg to particular person..
A small brain yet young and damn mature thinking..
I dun think any gals whom i come across till now have that much mature thinking den her even if those gals are older den 25...Some gals even at the age of 30 is still having a freaking immature thinking.Totally dunno wat they wan in life..No goal no destination...So i guess every brain works differently..
I just wish this year would end faster and time for me to pack my stuffs and say byebye..
Cant wait for that particular moment.
Hate the fucking lifts the fucking nagging the fucking workplace and the fucking traffic light outside..This place just pisses me off ever since the day i move over to work..
I dread this place you know!
I wan a carefree worklife and carefree lifestyle...
I just hope next year that idiot better expand!!
Its freaking bored back to the small office doing nothing particularly everyday.But at least sales not bad still gt some projects ongoing...
But den its nice to go back to have lunch and hear Debbie talking rot and blabbering stupid stuffs everyday at least there is companion there..If not it would be everyday watching that stupid tv..
Well i am kinda tired now so i guess its the bed thats calling me back to sleep.
Till den i hopefully will not blog for the next two months cos i am so gonna not going to havoc during these peak period...

Hibernation Mode ON!

2008-10-03T16:35:00.003+08:00

The past few days havoc days are over...Finally my hibernation mode is ON!
Da Bitch Jean is finally back but fucking YANZHEN LOUSY IN DRINKING FAINTED BEFORE COMING TO POWERHOUSE!
No wonder nv reply my smses the whole nite till next morning....
LOUSY!Go home sleep with PIGS LA!..
All the fucking pics are with Mr Chao Ah Beng.Cb i wonder if he knows how to upload pics.
I guess NOT!

I so wanna chiong for my dreams..But den how come these idiots keep JIOING ME!
PCB!

DISCIPLINE!!!!!!

Violent Monday

2008-09-29T12:06:00.001+08:00

My Bitch is such a violent lady...

Mark . says:
earn more money for my mistress =P
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
fuck you
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
i kill yr baby
MiSSyLiSElottE says:
ccb

She even dare to threaten me to kill "Our" baby..

OMG!!

Fri Havoc Sat Relax

2008-09-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

Damn i always said to myself no going out fuck me and yet i still itchy book table and jio jio jio lol..
Poor Jean cant come out at the moment so we miss one khakis liao..
But bloody Zhen wherever we go she will haunt us!!
She bought a new handphone and keep showing off to us but in the end the camera SUCKS!!Muahahaha...After Crazy Hours same old usual place @ power.But this time there was alot of ppl there..Sucker dun wan to go say got work tomolo very long nv see him so hardworking liao wtf...
But anyway we was having fun @ powerhouse and dunno why me and Zhen giggle about the fucking Barrel when the top cover of the barrel came off many times maybe due to gas in it bah..But why the fuck are we laughing i still dun get it maybe shes drunk or i am drunk?CB!
We drank 2 barrels and keep drinking non stop u can see tat bloody Zhen Face machiam 10 yrs nv drink beer TiTi JIO JIO JIO!Den usual went to fly again but this time round it was so boring dat we left at 4am plus....

Playing with Hp

Stupid (Can Win)

Machiam buay song like dat

New hp but camera sucks lol

Her so called dunno wat fucking childhood friend or wat

This is wat we are giggling about cb lol...

Den she went to cover back but failed lol

Keyuan

Ben

See she titi jio ppl drink

I think hes freaking afraid of her dun u think..

A Sat out with Debbie Da Pig..
We went Sushi Tei to have lunch but seriously speaking freaking Sushi Tei more n more sucky in the food.Although we did ate alot...Walk around Orchard bought some stuffs and went to starbucks to chat..And guess what saw Koji's brother there.Fucking 16yr already smoking..His freaking looks dun even look like 16 lol...Machiam 20 + Debbie said lol...After tat went home and send her to Chinese Garden n now i am at home rotting..So tired..DUnno wat to do now anyway..
I think i go watch movies boring...

Debbie and Me at Starbucks...

Fucking BORED!!

2008-09-25T11:07:00.005+08:00

Its only Thursday and i am feeling so bored already.
And i have pass my freaking test no more books for me Wooot!
Within these 2 months i going to Chiong Chiong Chiong..
Let me have my dreams before Chinese New Year.
And i already have Chinese New Year Resolution lol...
Kiasu can!!

Tonite hopefully can go back early and go jogging.
Time to lead a healthy lifestyle strive for the goals i have set for myself...
Next year will be a better year..
And i will only be missing one thing in my life.
That will be only love..
Nothing beats more den a listening ear and heart whom accompany you thru out yr life..

So bored at work till i am damn bo liao.
My HTC diamond

谁能了解我?
想来想去还是找不到真正能了解我的女人..
就由缘分来决定吧...

Help!!

2008-09-24T02:16:00.003+08:00

I am deprived of sleep..Help!!!
Slept at 10pm woke up at 1am..Why the fuck i cant sleep..
I gotta get some rest...Tomolo is a big fuck day...

Went to chalet so many kids o.O
I was so god damn tired i went off early at 8pm..
Sad to say the food wasnt very great or delicious but i still had some..
And after the chalet dunno why i start to emo..Emo cos of loneliness?
CB!

Today is a damn hot day hokay..
Brought Debbie to Akira to service tat stupid dvd player...
The most funny part is the way she wrap herself with a jacket cos shes wearing skirt.Omg damn hilarious can!!!Reach home le found she gt two colour skin tone start to complain to me o.O say she got sunburnt!!...Wth..Thats becos of ppl whom doesnt like to feel the sunshine..

And seriously speaking.I think its time to adjust myself to stay at home more frequently and go to work on weekends.Although i think its a kinda no life thingy but i guess thats the only way i can stop thinking of stuffs...I need to strive..Alcohol is killing me...Time to say goodbye maybe once in awhile thingy is hokay with me but seriously every week 2 3 times is just gonna kill me...Pocket burnt plus insomnia plus lack of strength...Wats the point anyway???
Need to start burning fats..Time to adjust to more exercising and jogging during weekdays...

Sales wise is still hokay..First day of project worker got hurt.Fucking bill of $7000 cos of maybe unskillful enough?Blood articulation and veins was cut during the worktime..And lucky enough the customer was there to clean up the mess although no complains =) After this incident i guess i wont ask them to do some extra stuffs anymore tat doesnt concern abt their job scope..Once is enough.Although they haf done many times but this time is a lesson learnt....

And seriously speaking i NEED A LIFE!!!
Where is my companion!!!!Zzzzz

A Amazing weekend...

2008-09-21T23:10:00.003+08:00

Imagine Friday Saturday and Sunday i am home..
I nv even step out of my house except on Sunday for just 30mins..
I went for a jog on Sat morning came back wash my bike and clean and tidy my room.
All in 3hrs...Have my dinner and den watch movies online and NFSU all the way till nite time.
Smses came in starting from 10pm asking me to go out.
"come find me la at pub so boring no ppl"
"CB COME NOW"
"Where are you?"
"So guai at home?"

Yesh i stay at home!!!!Slept before 12 midnite..
Woke up at 8 and 9 am..
Wat a healthy LIFESTYLE!

I cant believe myself lol...
Anyway i have rested enough..
Next week is time to waste my battery away and get low batt or get FLAT!

I guess i am not the only one rotting at home this weekend.
Well i am fully charged now.

LEONG YANZHEN PREPARE TO DIE NEXT WEEK!!!!
Your Baby in your Beer Belly is MINE!!!!
Muahahahaha...

Boat quay + Studio 18

2008-09-19T12:17:00.004+08:00

Drink drank and high high up away in the sky...
Went to boat quay to drink lost fucking dice MANY TIMES AND DRINK till I ALMOST PUKE!
After tat went to studio 18 and i tink tat fucking cb rongwei is drunk just went in without thinking lol..
MAD MAD MAD!!This is madness..
I guess we are all drunk but i still went to Orchard to take my bike and ride home.
And i guess i am really mad.Drunk still ride home...

Freaking broke this month..
Cos fucking paid for a price tat is double...

KNN how come nowadays ppl ask me am i flying tonite?
It means tat are u going to dragonfly tonite..Ppl use short form as fly.
But now all ask as in flying tonite.I was like wtf...
Why dun ask if we are going to train station tonite better?
St James is train station last time wat.
PCB!SI BEI CORK!

My Weekend..

2008-09-15T09:42:00.003+08:00

Freaking Friday still working in office till late 8pm..That bloody customer have me waited for 1hr plus.Its my freaking weekend arghh..And i thought we already agree on the quotation end up next day msg my boss say they wan to reconsider AGAIN!...Fuck fuck FUCK!!!

Rush home at 830pm and quickly got change and went to CH again.Waited for the two bitches and i freaking lost 3 packets of FINGER FOOD!!!CB puiz puiz puiz...Clare and the rest reach District Bar like almost midnite.I went over awhile and running 3 places Club De Master CH and District Bar..Actually dun haf the intention of going St james at all.But tat TWO BITCH DUN DANCE 1 WEEK WILL DIE!!!Drank too much and even saw Jermaine just sitting beside our table at Fly..Freaking sleep on the sofa at 4am kaoz so ugly sight lol..And blame me for shouting at her at Fly and her bf got jealous and gave her attitude o.O
Wat does it gotta do with me?
Anyway pics below..
Sunday went to buy HTC Touch Diamond and fucking phone dun haf Flash?PCB!WASTE $$..
Paid extra $350 for the overdued billing by my friend FUCK!!!CBBBBB!
I am officially BROKE!!!NNB!I going into Meditation from now onwards...

Btw Babylon AD sucks big time..Fucking waste of money.No storyline fucking ending...Geebusss...

Natalie...Haha stupid face

When did Zhen start to shy away from camera..

Me and Constance at District Bar

In Club De Master

Jean was very sad...Cos not enough for her to drink

Preparing the drink for birthday gal Clare

Drinking

Finish.

Me and Jean

Busy smsing both....

Clare and ???

Rain and Clare (Small world i dun even know they know each other)

Me and Lydia

Birthday gal..

Happy Birthday another year older liao =P

Going to fall sick soon with flu upcoming..
I feel i am like a doctor even know when i am going to fall sick...
Power right =P

Drink Drank Drunk at Narcissus

2008-09-11T10:03:00.004+08:00

Usual weekday beer drinking days..
Usual ppl Yanzhen Rongwei but two new comers Tony and Ronan.
Met up at Chinatown to have some porridge before going.
Fucking Porridge sucks to the max right now.I didnt even finish even half of it.
Waste of $$$ Puiz puiz puiz...

Walk to Pearl Center and start to search for the place Fucking Yanzhen kpkb say no 4th floor at Pearl Center.PCB haven walk finish how the hell know there isnt.
Found IT!!!
WOOT!
CB but got bluff its $9.90 free flow till 9pm.
Its $12.90 this month as the door keeper say every month its different pricing.
Wats next went in and started to play dice and hell drink so much before 9pm already drank alot.
After 9pm is 2 jug for 1 at $70 NETT..
And when the live band started i dun think anyone heck care abt the band.Cos it SUCKS Precisely....We had our fun and i guess the whole pub is full of our noise lol..
Order 2 times and came 4 jugs per trip anyway who cares since its free muahahaa.
Miss Jean miss all the fun and freaking ZHEN wan to pull me up cab dunno for wat fuck!!
And on my way to my bike walk past Crazy Hours and got fucked!!...Next time gonna hide in one corner...
Pregnant Zhen

Amy

Gambling Queen and King? My foot

She keep losing

He see her drink he si bei song..

Still wan to act chio

Lose to Rongwei and even WAITER!

See tat bellY!!!

In smoking room..CCB say wan to quit smoking LIAR!

Round 1 fight!

Round 2 lose!

Thats about it and i dun know how i got home anyway lol..

And Miss Leong Yanzhen CCB always DRUNK AND HIGH LIAO NEXT DAY SURE NV GO WORK!PCB Dun fucking ROAR AT ME EVERY MORNING!!!!!!YOU PHUA PHUA PHUA BYE!!

Boring Wednesday.

2008-09-10T12:10:00.005+08:00

Freaking hungry stomach growling and i meant it really is growling.ROAR!!!

Miss Debbie is damn funny wan to watch DVD.Told her tat boss previously did say buy a DVD player tat is within his budget but didnt put to use at all.Immediately told her can claim if buy DVD player next day in office DVD player already there and watching Xiao Wan Zi whole day long..

$9.90 free flow beer later at 7pm to 930pm CHIONG AHHHHH!!!
HAHAHAH!

After jogging for 1 day i think its gonna go down the drain muahah..I must perservere..
Must!!

Nothing much to blog nowadays as you know its kinda boring my life is..

Boring weekends.

2008-09-07T14:11:00.002+08:00

On a Sat is eat sleep watch movie eat sleep watch movie.
Wtf...Really have nothing to do nowadays...

Fuck and fail fail fail..
PCB CCB got so many fucking complicated questions for fuck ah.Cannot make it simple meh.
PCB!Make it so fucking tricky GUM LAN AH!.PUiz Puiz Puiz...

Lend ppl money is easy taking back is such a chore.CB not going to lend anymore.
EVen if its dying matters puiz....
I wan to lead a simple life.If its going to be in this way i gonna die of boredom soon.
Where can i find my real path of life....
Only God Knows...

Drunk!

2008-09-06T05:16:00.004+08:00

This is not the first time i saw her.At least the umpteen times and i thought i mistaken this gal as her.
How the hell is there someone tat look so alike..
PCB!Is it becos i am drunk or wat....
I DUN THINK SO!.
I am freaking sober and i still think she looks so alike her OMG!.
Its just like the younger version of her...
God help me pls....
I am freaking high now.....
I hope i can wake up from this dream....'
She work just beside Crazy Hours and i just saw her at fly..
Is that a dream??????????????????????????????????????????????

Another week..

2008-09-03T13:35:00.002+08:00

Another night...Damn i am feeling soooooo wanna sleep..
Freaking no mood and i dunno wat cause it...
Sleepy and weak...

Classic Kriss Kross JUMP JUMP JUMP..

Be back later lunchtime..

Nephew 8th Birthday..

2008-09-01T10:38:00.002+08:00

Went to usual hangout at CH.Drink Drank and Drunk.Was still quite ok till reach Powerhouse.Bloody Jean friends keep jioing bourbon coke..CB almost puke after drinking like 4 to 5 glasses and drink beer zzzz.By the time went to Dragonfly to find Constance i think i was like almost going to puke or faint.Use my ninja skills again this time and went poof at 430am..CCB...
Skip my test on Sat as i was so freaking freaking tired.Went to office and met up with a customer...
Wasted my 3 hrs of sitting in office waiting for tat idiot to come discuss the quotation and end up wan more discount.....I almost got ate up by them.....No way i gotta step back and give in.Puiz...

Stupid Jean

On a Sunday at home play game and fasted till night time and went to Swensens.
They actually had free ice cream for ppl celebrating birthday over there.
But the food aint tat great.Morever i dun like to go to Swensens cos the food there is so so only not even average..After the great dinner rush home and went to Vivo for 10pm Death Race movie..Slept at 1am damn tired...

Life is so freaking boring.
Monday to Thursday Work from 9am to 8 or 9pm den go home sleep before midnight.
Friday after 6pm go to office for awhile pack up go home and change and go to CH again to drink till 11pm or after dat go Powerhouse den fly..Leave at 530am and reach home sleep till noon and wake up lazing on bed.
Sunday as usual wake up 10am plus laze and go out walk walk watch movie blah blah blah.
Thats almost every week i been doing...
Wat a fucking boring LIFE!!!

Thurs..

2008-08-28T13:31:00.004+08:00

I had 2 dinners in 1 hr can u imagine that.Fucking bloated and couldnt drink much ytd.
There was left 3 bottles of martell and i was like wtf.
Finish the 2 bottles left 1 more to go.

Reach home at around 230am bathe and surf web for awhile before getting into bed...
But i am not tat tired today.

And Finally i wrote a letter to my BROTHER!ANd its FINALLY!
Freaking hell been waiting for like ages to finally find time to write a letter or can i say its call type out.

Time to plan for the better look forward and march forward to the destination...

Finally mid week Wed

2008-08-27T09:51:00.002+08:00

So many things to buy so many stuffs to work on.
$$ always not enough.....
Human beings are always greedy...Earn 10k complain not enough to use.
Earn 10k spend 11k where gt ENOUGH right.
When i haf so much stuffs on mind i start to hate to plan finance..
Fuck this shit....

Weekend faster come la si bei boring.
Nephew birthday coming soon...1 more week to go...
Toys and toys again..
ZZzzzz