Love and Bread

Another sad story just ended..And to face it its one of my friend whom i know for more den 10 yrs ended with his wife the marriage...
Sometimes i wonder and think,i been thru alot saw so many broken marriage broken relationship and met many types of gals...Gals whom got hurt so much till they cant trust love anymore tend to look on the more realistic side.I cannot totally agree to myself of wat i am saying cos different ppl different point of view..In fact i can only have my own say of my own point of view...
In love ppl tend to be blinded by the future of wat the guy can give...Can he give you a future that can support you give you all your needs??Well to me i tend to say tat no matter wat comes in the future it takes two hands to clap not the guy alone....If the guy himself have a stable job able to support you in half of your needs its already good enough for many gals..But some gals do tend to look on the realistic side before committing but the more u look on the realistic side you have forgotten how to love..He can provide you everything in your life but end of the day if one side dun love each other from the start to the end,the end of the road still lies ahead tat you just gonna be alone once again..If there is no love in the start where comes the marriage or relationship??Maybe some gals can go for the realistic side tat he can provide and he treats her good and tat is all they wanted but did they ever realise will they be happy in the marriage or relationship??Be clear minded of wat you wan in life..Love always starts first in a r/s den from there look to the next stage whether is this guy able to give you wat you need..Love doesnt start with realistic cos end of the day wat you have and wat you need might be able to satisfy you but when everything breaks loose you are on your own once again.Human being changes it doesnt matter its guy or gal..When they change the world completely collapses right in front of you..And as i said nothing is a lifetime guarantee even products and robots break down..Everything in life is a gamble..If you never gamble where would you know where you are heading cos there is no chance to win or to lose..


There is a reason why im so picky...Cos wat i wan i know..And if tat person doesnt fit in tat category no way im gonna take tat gamble...

Maybe to some ppl they tink im blabbering rubbish but its my own point of view..You can dun accept the fact and truth..
And very sad to say tat most of my friends whom are married the ones that are really happy are the ones whom aint that rich...Just only trying to make ends meet...And to those marriages guys whom are rich most of the time its always the guy whom make the worst out of everything..Cos when a guy is rich they tend to forget they are actually human beings with flesh and blood..=)

What Can I Do To Make You Love Me?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there


My inner voices..
Im so freaking tired...

The feeling once again getting stab...

After so many years once again i got stab and this time is from someone whom i know for like many YEARS????
I realise ppl do change but to change for the worst this i cant imagine..
You can dun stand on my side but when you stand on the other side knowing tat person for only a fucking few days compare to knowing me for many years...I have got nothing to say...Watever that is or the results came out just dun blame me for who i will be...Cos i always rem ppl whom have done wrong to me and will never forget..I'll give you the taste of your own medicine...
I had the similiar incident like 10 yrs ago and i straight away cut off ties with this so called brother...Someone whom know me since we went bad,fight,sleep at void decks etc etc etc.But yet side someone whom he know for only a few months and rather trust him and go against me...For this i will never forget..

True friends are ppl whom trust in you stay true to you...And luckily i have 1 and tat is my truly best friend...Im starting to isolate myself from some ppl whom i dun really like nowadays..Doesnt matter its guy or gal cos i dun wan the next same thing to happen once again...Im so sick and tired of all these bullshit...

Up to 30yrs of age i tink i had enough of arsehole friends in my life...And tat is why i rather mix around with my bunch of sisters den to know more guy friends..Im busy with someone nowadays...And i really hope this works out although im alone on this battlefield...I dun need any help or anyone whom is in concern cos i believe myself tat if i persevere onwards its all up to her to choose...

Till den i might come back to blog once awhile or maybe not..I just hate to be disturb when im emoing..Pardons to those whom call me i never answer or sms me i never reply..But thats just me...

I wish i had you..

The Beginning or Just another ending?

I hope this will go well and i guess i will be back to blogging soon enough if i got wat i wanted..

Please bless me...

Seeing so many of my friends whom fall in love and fall out with a very sad and unhappy yet cruel endings make me wonder how come such bastard guys exist in this world..Making use of tons of excuses just to get their way thru...Sweet in the beginning but fucking cruel and heartless right at the end..What goes around comes around..It will be their turn soon...Never break someone heart if you intend to.Cos end of the day please do think back wat if you were the person..Some ppl are just left with no choice but all these arseholes do have a choice not to play someone out..


I just need to be more aggressive and attain wat i need..I will change due to circumstances but its always being the good side..

My Memorable Birthday

Huat Ah!!!!Thanks for the steamboat although is freaking HOT!!!
Thanks to my sisters you all rocks!!!!!!!!

#$%^&*

Why always when im having fun and drunk times always have to be ME to be peacemaker!!!!


Why
Why
Why

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Drunk + Emo = Trouble
Trouble + Peacemaker = Peace
Zzzzzzz

Out of 10 ppl 10 drunken ppl will have Emoness at times we do not doubt it.
But why emo at the time when IM HAVING FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is simple but human beings make it complicated

Day 1 no return call.
Day 2 absolutely nothing.

Im sooooo tired...

Please end this..