Wat a dream..

I dreamt i tio 4D starter prize nbcb..My car plate number zhun zhun open sia..Knn end up my friend run my money!!!! $1000++ nia need to run meh..But end up it was all a dream chey..And i was so enthu till i kept dreaming on n on n on!!!
If dreams do come true how good would it be..

Ytd i did wat i did...But how come i see sudden red eyes from her when i ignore her totally...Seems like tears but some sort i just ignore it...The whole trip was just a pure customer to customer service tats all...I just wan to leave...Some reasons is too tired for me to explain over n over again...Sometimes ppl are just too insensitive...With or without me its only just 1 lack of a person doting on you tats all...Its not a loss anyway...I did my part and i have saw where i am heading...I wont care or bother anymore there is nothing much to say anymore......I just wish i can faster finish it up and settle once and for all and leave silently.....With idiots backup and etc i just tink its just a waste of my time and effort....Enlighten me..

Dun blame on your misfortunate cos you have did something wrong to ppl in the first place...Even though you have change doesnt make the world turn square..Wat goes around comes around...How you have treated ppl in the end doesnt cover up for the rotten shit you have done to them in the beginning...Be good treat ppl like the way you wan them to treat you...And all wells ends well....

I miss my sisters!!!Roar~~~~


I just saw my meimei blog and i kope it without her knowing HAHAHAH!!Mei i know you wan to kill me hahaha..But you know i love you laaaa..
Well wat i wanna say put into words for everything tat is listed down below..
Its too true to be good...But respect is also needed even though still not in a r/s yet...=)

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence.
She repeated, 'PUB.'
There was still no answer.
When she was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

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NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, 'Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?'

The father-in-law answered in a smile, 'Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.'

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.

(This is so true,I always kip quiet when i noe tat my gf is doing wrong but this is the way it should be..Never criticize your partner even when she have done something wrong cos the words coming out from you will definitely hurt her heart =) )
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CREATING A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested 'I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.' The SDU officer said, 'Your requirements, please..' 'Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.' The officer listened carefully and replied, 'I understand you need television.'

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.


(There is no perfect man or woman in this world..The only perfect comes from you accepting their imperfections)
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NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character.'

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.

(Just like wat i said above..Accepting our partners imperfections)
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RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.' Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, 'Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.' On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, 'Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.' She answered,'You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you..'

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship.

It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

(Haha this make my arse laugh,Be glad of wat you have and not be overproud of wat you have)
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PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.' The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

(Yuppies,If everyone is to talk bad on the r/s who cares...Wat is impt is in between the couples not other ppl to judge...)
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BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States.
A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck.
The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home and committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think first before you lose your patience with someone you love.
Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones and hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

(Yup never let rage overcome your personality,be patient in every stuffs to your partner)
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"Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

Have A Great Week! God Bless You!


Regards
Rachel P.Gomez

Officially Dead (Please dun add salt to my wounds)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing


On a last note Goodbye..
Im dead..

Random feelings..

Sometimes life really sucks..

Sometimes its abt the timing,the environment and the ppl tat causes such things to happen...Anyway wats done been done i will not indulge anymore....But trust me im someone whom remembers every single detail tat such a friend i ever had...Never will i ever bother with such a person..You are so out of my friend list...So wat if i bear grudges who doesnt..But to sensitive issues too bad im crude and i dun give a damn to who u are..

Im revamping in another 2 months time..Till den shall see the new me..
Fuck you all bastards and bitches may you all rot in HELL!...
MUAhahahahahahaha...

Closest friends shall be in touch by den only...
=)

Love and Bread

Another sad story just ended..And to face it its one of my friend whom i know for more den 10 yrs ended with his wife the marriage...
Sometimes i wonder and think,i been thru alot saw so many broken marriage broken relationship and met many types of gals...Gals whom got hurt so much till they cant trust love anymore tend to look on the more realistic side.I cannot totally agree to myself of wat i am saying cos different ppl different point of view..In fact i can only have my own say of my own point of view...
In love ppl tend to be blinded by the future of wat the guy can give...Can he give you a future that can support you give you all your needs??Well to me i tend to say tat no matter wat comes in the future it takes two hands to clap not the guy alone....If the guy himself have a stable job able to support you in half of your needs its already good enough for many gals..But some gals do tend to look on the realistic side before committing but the more u look on the realistic side you have forgotten how to love..He can provide you everything in your life but end of the day if one side dun love each other from the start to the end,the end of the road still lies ahead tat you just gonna be alone once again..If there is no love in the start where comes the marriage or relationship??Maybe some gals can go for the realistic side tat he can provide and he treats her good and tat is all they wanted but did they ever realise will they be happy in the marriage or relationship??Be clear minded of wat you wan in life..Love always starts first in a r/s den from there look to the next stage whether is this guy able to give you wat you need..Love doesnt start with realistic cos end of the day wat you have and wat you need might be able to satisfy you but when everything breaks loose you are on your own once again.Human being changes it doesnt matter its guy or gal..When they change the world completely collapses right in front of you..And as i said nothing is a lifetime guarantee even products and robots break down..Everything in life is a gamble..If you never gamble where would you know where you are heading cos there is no chance to win or to lose..


There is a reason why im so picky...Cos wat i wan i know..And if tat person doesnt fit in tat category no way im gonna take tat gamble...

Maybe to some ppl they tink im blabbering rubbish but its my own point of view..You can dun accept the fact and truth..
And very sad to say tat most of my friends whom are married the ones that are really happy are the ones whom aint that rich...Just only trying to make ends meet...And to those marriages guys whom are rich most of the time its always the guy whom make the worst out of everything..Cos when a guy is rich they tend to forget they are actually human beings with flesh and blood..=)

What Can I Do To Make You Love Me?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there


My inner voices..
Im so freaking tired...

The feeling once again getting stab...

After so many years once again i got stab and this time is from someone whom i know for like many YEARS????
I realise ppl do change but to change for the worst this i cant imagine..
You can dun stand on my side but when you stand on the other side knowing tat person for only a fucking few days compare to knowing me for many years...I have got nothing to say...Watever that is or the results came out just dun blame me for who i will be...Cos i always rem ppl whom have done wrong to me and will never forget..I'll give you the taste of your own medicine...
I had the similiar incident like 10 yrs ago and i straight away cut off ties with this so called brother...Someone whom know me since we went bad,fight,sleep at void decks etc etc etc.But yet side someone whom he know for only a few months and rather trust him and go against me...For this i will never forget..

True friends are ppl whom trust in you stay true to you...And luckily i have 1 and tat is my truly best friend...Im starting to isolate myself from some ppl whom i dun really like nowadays..Doesnt matter its guy or gal cos i dun wan the next same thing to happen once again...Im so sick and tired of all these bullshit...

Up to 30yrs of age i tink i had enough of arsehole friends in my life...And tat is why i rather mix around with my bunch of sisters den to know more guy friends..Im busy with someone nowadays...And i really hope this works out although im alone on this battlefield...I dun need any help or anyone whom is in concern cos i believe myself tat if i persevere onwards its all up to her to choose...

Till den i might come back to blog once awhile or maybe not..I just hate to be disturb when im emoing..Pardons to those whom call me i never answer or sms me i never reply..But thats just me...

I wish i had you..

The Beginning or Just another ending?

I hope this will go well and i guess i will be back to blogging soon enough if i got wat i wanted..

Please bless me...

Seeing so many of my friends whom fall in love and fall out with a very sad and unhappy yet cruel endings make me wonder how come such bastard guys exist in this world..Making use of tons of excuses just to get their way thru...Sweet in the beginning but fucking cruel and heartless right at the end..What goes around comes around..It will be their turn soon...Never break someone heart if you intend to.Cos end of the day please do think back wat if you were the person..Some ppl are just left with no choice but all these arseholes do have a choice not to play someone out..


I just need to be more aggressive and attain wat i need..I will change due to circumstances but its always being the good side..