What Can I Do To Make You Love Me?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there


My inner voices..
Im so freaking tired...

The feeling once again getting stab...

After so many years once again i got stab and this time is from someone whom i know for like many YEARS????
I realise ppl do change but to change for the worst this i cant imagine..
You can dun stand on my side but when you stand on the other side knowing tat person for only a fucking few days compare to knowing me for many years...I have got nothing to say...Watever that is or the results came out just dun blame me for who i will be...Cos i always rem ppl whom have done wrong to me and will never forget..I'll give you the taste of your own medicine...
I had the similiar incident like 10 yrs ago and i straight away cut off ties with this so called brother...Someone whom know me since we went bad,fight,sleep at void decks etc etc etc.But yet side someone whom he know for only a few months and rather trust him and go against me...For this i will never forget..

True friends are ppl whom trust in you stay true to you...And luckily i have 1 and tat is my truly best friend...Im starting to isolate myself from some ppl whom i dun really like nowadays..Doesnt matter its guy or gal cos i dun wan the next same thing to happen once again...Im so sick and tired of all these bullshit...

Up to 30yrs of age i tink i had enough of arsehole friends in my life...And tat is why i rather mix around with my bunch of sisters den to know more guy friends..Im busy with someone nowadays...And i really hope this works out although im alone on this battlefield...I dun need any help or anyone whom is in concern cos i believe myself tat if i persevere onwards its all up to her to choose...

Till den i might come back to blog once awhile or maybe not..I just hate to be disturb when im emoing..Pardons to those whom call me i never answer or sms me i never reply..But thats just me...

I wish i had you..

The Beginning or Just another ending?

I hope this will go well and i guess i will be back to blogging soon enough if i got wat i wanted..

Please bless me...

Seeing so many of my friends whom fall in love and fall out with a very sad and unhappy yet cruel endings make me wonder how come such bastard guys exist in this world..Making use of tons of excuses just to get their way thru...Sweet in the beginning but fucking cruel and heartless right at the end..What goes around comes around..It will be their turn soon...Never break someone heart if you intend to.Cos end of the day please do think back wat if you were the person..Some ppl are just left with no choice but all these arseholes do have a choice not to play someone out..


I just need to be more aggressive and attain wat i need..I will change due to circumstances but its always being the good side..