Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Something to rant about..

Nothing better to do fucking boring at work..Den finally came to realise that i did absolutely nothing at all this 2010 year...Wtf am i doing with my life?Brother came out did some chionging introing friends all around...
Jobs pending no news yet..Dunno which path will i end up next year?
Im not getting any younger seriously and i need to wake up my fucking idea and do something abt my own life..In every job there is risk and im so gonna take tat risk either to failure or to success its gonna at least give me the determination to do wat i wan in life...With goals therefore comes determination to achieve things i wan in my life..I gotta stop procrastinating...After this year i will strive to get a better life for myself and hopefully for my family..Tired of chionging and drinking and partying already..
Sad to see tat i fail all my subjects in this year 2010..In Love Money Family and Life....Wat a disappointment..Im dun wan to be a letdown forever!I wanna succeed in life...And tats what im gonna do in next year..Strive to push the best and all out for next year incoming...No Pain No Gain..

Lets Huat in the Year 2011!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

知心朋友只有几个

Nuaing in office right now tinking abt alot of stuffs.
Sooner or later i gonna create a group in my msn list call Irritating assholes.And put those irritating idiots whom i dun really treat as a friend in tat list..hahaha..Deleting them away from my facebook friends will only prove tat im so ungentleman..So might as well just leave it there.I dun really care whom doesnt treat me as a friend cos in real life seriously there are too many fakers..Can even fake their face to talk to u or just call it eng siu..Maybe slowly i will draw a line and go back to the quiet one when i just came out and be just like i dun give a damn to the whole world..
Think most ppl when they start to grow up they start to be sensitive.And damn alot of sensitive ppl out there nowadays.N i tink im almost getting to be one too...

Need a break soon..Hopefully by the end of this year could be a better year next year...I damn bloody hate to be in this situation over n over again...

And damn went to draw blood for check up end up now my veins is swollen due to the exercise and pull ups i did tat day lolx.Over exerted my arm and now kinda no strength..I need to be healthy and fit..Not fat n fat..Nothing's gonna bring me down i dun care..We only get to live life once..Even were to die must live without regrets.First thing first settle my urgent stuffs..Get rid of that irritating problem den we get to the next one...Been nuaing at home for the past 2 days..Seriously getting sick of drinking..I hate martell...

November is comming soon..Another bunch of celebrations...Damn hell im waiting for HTC Aria to be launch and yet still not news..Another few more days im getting a Iphone 4 which im so reluctantly to get it..Dun really like Iphone cos once the LCD is done for the phone is like crap cant even answer calls due to touch screen.N now its only left with 32gb instead of 16gb..Another boo boo..Haiz..

My arm is soOooooo Suan now..WTH!!!!!!!CB heck care later i still will go stress it out no matter wat..lolx.

Monday, September 27, 2010

I wont be dead so easy without a fight..

After 1 month alot of things settled.Tried to help some friends into getting back with their besties and 1 failed and 1 pass.I guess tat is wat are besties for right.Small misunderstanding shouldnt cause friendships to end.I been thru that before and i know how it feels.Thats why me and my best friend stil are very good friends now.

I still remember vividly how we quarrel the last time bcos of a gal..
Lets summarize it.
I met this gal call A.Been very good friends with her and i intro her to him.Den they secretly kip quiet abt chatting with each other and meet without letting me know.Well he did not say he meet who but i know actually he didnt lie.But tat particular A kip hiding.I been smelling something wasnt right till one fine day.Actually being good with a gal doesnt mean im wooing her i got so many gal friends whom are quite good with me and i treat them quite well.It doesnt mean anything maybe to some ppl they might tink im wooing the gals..Well the incident happen this way.I jio A to go dinner and she rejected say she meeting someone else for dinner.Ok fine so i call my best friend and he said he going for steamboat at Jurong ask me if i wan to come along.Ok fine so went to meet him and saw A at there.Ok it was a awkward situation.One thing is why A cant say tat she meeting him for dinner need to hide wan meh.HELLO I intro u two how come u two go out need to hide leh??Since i was there i kept quiet thru out the whole session already feeling fucking gao wei so i made up a reason and left the place.I just really dun understand why...Went back home and he called to ask if i was ok.Alright since he made the initiative why not.Ok he told me he hide somethings and he admited but i did said tat these kinda things dun need to hide morever i was the one whom intro the both of them.He said if i wanted to woo her he will let go i say come on la im not wooing her the only thing i gao wei was why the two of u need to hide things from me.As POV of another person how would i think right.We know each other for how many years already this kinda thing need to hide?I dun tink there is a need to.Morever its just a gal.Everything just go blah blah blah and we just made up and said it was ok with me.Im fine with everything dun need to lie...As usual we did went out and the awkward situation was already over.And tat really make me glad tat things are clarified.A misunderstanding between two best friends shouldnt be made so complicated right.Problems can be solved if one were to let go of the ego inside the heart and talk it out...Till date we are still kinda good but in terms of working in the society seldom meet up maybe like 1 month 1 time or 2 weeks 1 time.Hes kinda busy with his job and gf and im kinda doing alot of things at 1 time.

Been sleeping alot nowadays.Not yet 10pm eyes already going halfway close.Maybe too much exercise.Been jogging Swimming and Exercising tremendously like 5 days a week only rest 2 days.I wan to see results..Maurice is releasing soon and hell yeah the 3 of us can get back tgt again.Awaiting for this day for kinda long and blame myself for not really writing alot of letters to him been busy with the outside world.How bad can i be?haha.

Im wondering abt some stuffs till now and i dun really have the answer yet.Some ppl character really cant change at all.Wan to say something dun wanna use the stupid dumass brain to tink abt ppl feelings before blurting it out.From 10 yrs ago till now its still the same old thing.I guess thats one's character i guess.And by tat it really turns me off.Maybe give me another few weeks to tink it thru..Kinda not in the mood for this...

Lost my hp for almost close to two months..Not many hp attract me at the moment.Been pondering Between HTC Aria and Iphone 4 but seriously i dun really support apple.And HTC Aria is still not yet out.Im in need of a hp and another 3 weeks my contract will be up and i will be able to get a new hp.Hopefully by den HTC Aria is out..Iphone 4 is kinda bulky and heavy with the dumb casing although its quite cool but using Micro Sim Card zzzz.For your info Micro Sim Card is a much smaller sim card and if u gonna change yr hp in future u gotta either buy the convertor to convert it to normal sim card or change yr sim card by buying a new one.Kinda troublesome right.Just imagine if your hp is totally out of batt and u wan to use the sim card to change to another hp but yet cannot cos of the stupid MiCro Sim Card which is not able to fit in other phone...

I got so much stuffs to tink abt and i damn hopefully wish i could get out of here as im more den ready to move on.I need more challenges rather den staying put here and getting the pathetic increment which im not suppose to get..After SO many years..I hope its time..

Friday, August 27, 2010

Dramatic

This situation is like the 2 K's drama many years back..
I tink i shall refrain from everything.

MIA at the moment no HP mai login Facebook and Msn liao!!BYEeeeeee

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Uncontactable Perm Lost my HP

First time ever in my 31 yrs of life..Fucking lost my hp and didnt even have the memory of where i drop it..But i swear i didnt lose it in any clubs although we hop around few places.No way in Dragonfly either cos my friend still told me i reply him im drunk and si bei song ard 6am..Which i supposely i tink should be on the way home but im not driving..Fucking Poor HP!!Fucking CCB!...Everything gone..

I guess im not in the mood to do anything..And if i emo here some idiot call Apple will say eeeeeeee..Shit u Auntie Apple..Now i know where u like to chiong..CHIONG NTUC!!!hahahaha...

I will remain uncontactable for the time being maybe till when Maurice is out..Im fucking Sick and Tired of LIFE..MIA the best.Dun login Msn No Login Facebook No HP...

Let me sort out my thoughts and seriously i have nv been in this plight before until i met her..All thanks to CB LL!..她害你,你害我 那我去害谁!!!I rather dun tink dun talk dun msn dun even see her maybe i will get out of this miserable plight..心事谁人知...

1 word to describe please kill me...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Hear No Evil See No Evil Speak No Evil

My last post in facebook and tats it..Not gonna login anymore.
Dun wan to see anything at all...Facebook is damn evil..Evil to the max..Fuck Facebook...

Went drinking last nite and damn worst DJ i ever seen spin till the old techno sounds like shit to me..Hop around my cousin pub and White Bar drank two tower and actually it was quite fun last nite...

Fucking LL still dare to say how did i react to her sms..都是你惹的祸..CB!..I just feel like i kena 降头!I really dun wish to see her dun wish to link to her name or even hear about her..It will kill me..N Seriously this LL ccb dunno how to fucking 自动...CB say wat emo can emo tgt..Fuck!!!Emo King coming out u sure can emo with him but not nin beh..Puiz...

不要来害我!!我要快乐!!

Si Bui Eh ytd sms me say he lost in the jungle..Knn so big size still can lost in the jungle??Wat kinda reservist is tat??Play hide and seek ah..Dohz...
Kan Phua Sianz to the max..I need INCREMENT PCB!!!

Friday, August 13, 2010

Wake up Time.!!!

Im trying my best to wake up my idea..
Leave me alone for the time being..I will be back..
2 more months to go and Maurice Mok is out!!
My best brother is gonna be back..

I wanna cure myself...Time is the best medicine..
Can siam siam first..Later part den be friends bah..

Seriously having a bad headache..Need to relieve stresss..
Fucking many stuffs to do yet today is a Friday No Mood to DO ANYTHING AT ALL...

Why do everyone like to say FUCK MY LIFE!!

Sorry dun FUCK YR LIFE..Please CARRY ON and Live yr life to the max please..

Although many times human beings just feel like dying so can let go of everything.
But always rem when u die u are letting down yr family..
Stay Strong..Be Strong and FIGHT on..

I wan to sleep peacefully man..So i gotta siam siam siam..Tinking of her the more will make me go mad..And seriously dun wan to end up like Siao Ah Lam lolx..
Anyway nothing to do wat can i do but to wish time pass faster and quickly..So god damn tired of everything..

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Hate my life..

Now i tink back i feel like being a failure to survive den to live this way of life..
I hate my life arghhhhh...
Hate myself for falling...

Puiz...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Dreams that never come true....

Been dreaming for the past few days of her..Damn..All sweet dreams thru out..But in reality it aint..

How come sweet dreams never come true..I rather i do not have any sweet dreams at all...Rather den having nitemares thou..

I miss her man..(-_-)

I guess i will just put in effort and see how it goes...

Friday, August 6, 2010

Missing the olden golden days

Whenever i hear this song 这个冬天不太冷
It just takes back memories to the 90s.
When the Ah Beng days of mine..I so fucking miss the olden days where we dont give a damn to the whole world...We are in our own world..We create havoc we party we fight we do watever we like..
Those were really the epic days..Miss the younger days..
As we start to grow up and start to face reality problems this really sucks..
Wats life about after your teenage days...
All about love reality and money and family...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Emotionless

I ever wonder how the feeling is like to love again.
After 2 yrs plus of being single..I dunno wat is heartbeating anymore.
How it feels like to get heart sour and sweet again?
To be jealous once again..To love again to put in effort again.
Am i numb?I really dunno..I do hate being emo..Hate to be jealous.Hate to fall again.
Loving with sweetness is a very very good feeling but loving with a bitterness is really torturing...I dunno if this will work well..Do not wish or hope for more..I tink its to 随缘 much better..
Or maybe after all these its time to call it quits?
Freaking Tired maybe find a goal and strive for it?
And den die lonely lolx.
Arghhh dun wan to tink liao...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

July 27th Socerer's Apprentice

A movie and a few hours spent.
The heart doesnt beat anymore.
But seems like the feeling is coming back..
Not sure though maybe a few more dates will reveal..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

And u thought i was dead!!Damn RIGHT!

Been browsing some blogs and came to realise that i didnt blog like 1000000 yrs..Wat i have been busy with..Simple WORLD CUP!...This DAMN BLOODY WORLD CUP!PUIZ!

Kelong matches not a exciting final and yet a fuck up team won the World Cup..Wat has this world bcome to!!!Dun wan to mention anymore piss me off!!!ROAR~~~Did lose quite some money due to influence laaa..NB CB!Nevermind all is over now back to square one..

Amazingly finally wrote a letter to Maurice and i guess this letter is the last letter im gonna write to him cos hes releasing soon..And its like finally...Awaiting for so many years..Hopefully this is the last time hes going to be...

August is coming soon and i dread this feeling..Anyway im not gonna celebrate anymore..This 3 is scaring me...Up till date have come to know more new friends but yet im still the same old me cos nothing gonna change unless i find the right person..

I guess it all comes down to fate...Im not picky not choosy just that im looking into settling down and not fooling around anymore..Freaking tired for the past few years already...Maybe i just leave it to fate and ROC bah..

Been exercising for close to 1 year already if im not wrong..I wonder did i even lose weight but definitely i see the strong and muscular me back but gotta work more on the stomach muscles to see the once again six pack...

$$ been a issue to me from young till now..I really need to solve all these bloody bullshit $$ problems asap and live a more happily life!!It sucks to owe money!!

Hopefully nothing break down in this moment when im trying to resolve the debts..If not im just gonna drop dead back to where it all started...Zzzz

Work is still the fucking same thing nothing change but maybe this time round put more time after work to be able to play games in office hours hahahaha...And oh great really back to Sega Games and Super Nintendo Games Final Fantasy and still playing my World Of Warcraft..I just cant kick this addiction hahaha..I guess only the 1 and only person can make me kick the habit...

I wont be uploading pics anyway cos didnt even take pics cos dun really like..Pics are all on facebook that my friends took and just tag me..Im lazy to the max right now..Gonna go back to work and do my stuffs and later can carry on with my games lolx.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Infidelity - Human Beings Nature?

Well everyone should know abt the hot topic for Infidelity right now Tiger Woods la Jack Neo la etc blah blah blah...

Human beings damn typical..How come a woman cheats no one reprimand them??But when a man cheats the whole world comes crashing down on them..For your pathetic info i do know gals whom cheat thru out their r/s and marriage..But how come when the husband cheats everyone crash it on him but not the wife??Just bcos guys got DICKS and gals got pussy means we got the disadvantage???

Its damn irony really..I guess most ppl have known dat i have already deactivate my facebook.Im sick and tired of all these rubbish i see in fb..And seriously it cant be deleted..Bloody hell haha..So at times i just login and guess wat i saw today..I just cant help it when i saw the post..Man cheats when they have fame and money but wat excuses for man whom are poor and still cheats..Everything is focus on guys...Sometimes its just too unfair to all human beings..

Bcos guys have Dicks means most of the time we gotta suck it up unlike gals even sometimes they do wrong things we some sort have to suck it up and tel them we are sorry??Even when we are not IN the wrong in the first place..Damn funny..Two gals tried to persuade me to go *Hong* this gal so we could sort of be as friends once again..Not my fault i gotta go suck it up and say hey how are u are u ok wanna meet up??Me have to go *Hong* her to say sorry?or just treat everything that never happen?Sad to say i got my own principle if you wan to go against it im sorry byebye to u..I was the same stubborn old guy whom doesnt say sorry too whenever i done something wrong..I learnt my lesson in holiday chalet when this uncle or mentor taught me to say sorry when in the wrong.Something very simple..He told me tat when u have done something wrong saying sorry you dun lose a piece of meat in you..It took me quite sometime till i realise wat he said was true..Gong Sorry BO KIAM ZI TEH BA!!Si bei true...

Anyway wat i say honestly is all my own thinking and feeling..It doesnt applies to everyone..Every human beings got their own character and mind wise to handle stuffs maybe not the way i do..Im am who i am..I only do it my way or respect my own decisions..Shall blog later gonna go lunch IM DYING!!

Monday, March 15, 2010

All pics unleashed!!hahahaha

Me and Jen Sis on her Birthday
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Me and Meimei on Her birthday
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Me and Jamie Kuku on her birthday
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Machiam Red Sotong
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Gary and Me On Podium
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Si Bui Eh
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New year Countdown at 1819
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Lisa Birthday
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Me Veron and Lao Bu
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Me and Eunice Wong Meimei
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The Lim Bickering Family lolz
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Me and Ah Girl
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Act Cute
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Neverending Friendship
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Me and Gary on my birthday
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Our Birthday Celebrationg
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Me baobei and Mendy
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At Boiler
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At Ratchada on my actual day
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Lim la lim hor yi si
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My birthday celebration at fly
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At Sentosa
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Auntie Lim birthday lolz
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At Social House
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Me and Auntie Lim
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My best sister
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Another Saturday.

Dun really feel like blogging but sometimes i feel the need to release *tension*
Someone jio me to play World Of Warcraft again.But this time is a private server not the real p2p like previously have to pay $20++ for every month game play.The hardcore days of WOW for me is already gone and past.I did said to myself no more hardcore gaming ever again.The day tat i started playing WOW was the day i started to get abit addicted and stay home almost every weekend just to play and lvl..But i do go out club during maybe on a Friday or Saturday.But when i was into Raids i almost stay home every weekend just to raid..Everyday after work is go straight home to raid with my bunch of friends.But those were the days i better cut short cos if not im gng to nag at least few pages of composition here.I install played once i exit the game the exe file doesnt WORK!!So i reinstall and played and the same thing HAPPEN AGAIN!Wtf happen..And ytd was the fucking 3rd time i reinstall and the same fucking thing happen..I still cant figure out wat happen even though a few changes i made to the game..Tonite gotta go settle this bullshit thing if not im just not gonna play again.Its kinda irritating installing over n over again..Gonna go get my thumb drive and CNC 3 Tiberium Wars so i can finally install Kanes Wrath to play..Haven even touch Kanes Wrath ever since i downloaded it due to no CD installation of Tiberium Wars.And i even got a warning email from Pacnet for downloading Kanes Wrath haha..Well games aside now moving on to life.


Saturday same old thing kena jio to fly to drink..went there drink drank and oops got kinda high..Dunno why i really feel like puking nowadays when i smell Martell or liqour..On the way back to get my car someone call me Chao Ah Gua right at the traffic light there..I was wondering which asshole dare to call me end up is my Army buddy Cb kia Chi Kop..I always call him Aeroplane king cos he always put aeroplane to ppl haha..Talk abit of cork before we both went our ways.I went back home and kinda send a wrong sms to someone..But wat came as a shock was the next day i saw the sms she reply back..And watever she said was true..Although its not the first time tat someone told me about it actually i was just being honest.And honestly speaking i have already moved on those were just memories and in fact to be able to say those stuffs was just a kind movement to tel the current one tat wat kinda person i am.At least u dont need to go guess wat im tinking now and den and how come i react in sucha way blah blah blah..But maybe to her its a wrong move..Shouldnt have said those stuffs to make her dun feel good being with me..But sometimes its kinda weird how come gals can say those stuffs and make us dun feel good but yet we are the ones whom are being reprimanded when we said ours.Its all the past we dun go pondering abt our ex gfs or wat just a simple kinda chat thats all..Whom doesnt say it now and den??From all my past relationships most gals do say abt their ex bf's and watever they did in the past it doesnt make me feel good at all but we have to suck it up and kip quiet?But whenever we guys say abt our ex gfs the next thing the gal we are currently wooing tels u tat u shouldnt say abt our ex cos it makes them dun feel good?Kinda weird right?Being honest rather den kipping quiet is better ?or Kipping quiet abt everything is better?Right now tinking back its not once and its already twice tat i went back to the same person trying to get to her..Her sms till now still leave me with question marks whether i should or should not reply back..My heart definitely is still wandering out there maybe yearning for her..Although shes abit too young for me but in terms of mature shes much much much more mature den others compare to those tat i know around her age but i would have phobia really to be with someone so young..I really do not noe...I need some time to tink wat i should do..

Back to reality this friday finally tat Fat Kia Birthday..Dinner first after tat shall see where we should go to chill out..Im tired of LIQOUR!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Bored Post

Finally clearing up the mess but dunno is it a nice smell or the vomit odour anyway i got too much perfume at home.(I seldom even USE PERFUME)But since last year my birthday alot of friends bought me perfume for gifts so i guess im not gonna waste it im using it in my car LOL!..Spray la knn since im not gonna use it for my body use it for car also not bad wat at least im using it...hahaa..And finally i got to park in MULTI STOREY without SUNSHINE ANYMORE!!But guess wat so many fucking tenants move in and the 2nd storey doesnt have a space near the lift lobby!!!@#$%^&* CCB!..Nevermind la at least raining time dun need to get even a little wet anymore..

Just write a quick and short letter to Maurice..Finally hes releasing in 7 months more.Awaiting for the time we get back together like the old times..Although we have all grown up but friendships still last..

And the next note is im fucking boring at work!!!CB!Do simi ranjiao leh!!!lolz..
Aiyah go organise how to fucking celebrate tat cb kia birthday next week...GO WHERE LIM!!!NNB everywhere also GO UNTIL SIANZ...

Monday, March 8, 2010

What a Mess...

Feeling so boring at work dun even feel like coming to work..Early morning woke up thought of getting MC and stayed home end up went to work and my colleague sms me say shes on MC..Wth..LUCKY!!If both of us on MC den its gonna be doomsday lol..
I never imagine i am the first one whom vomit in my own CAR!!!IM THE FIRST!!For the FUCKING 1 yr i've own this car hahahaha..And i have to clear up the mess myself luckily it aint tat smelly cos its already dried up...Went for a car wash and ask the washers to clean up the mess i made..Later going back home to do another thorough clean and soak it in deep nice smell FAB!lolz..
Fucking drink too fast on tat Saturday nite wedding..Too fast too furious end up i lost myself after the wedding..I only recalled memories tat my sister took me upstairs..I tink i fainted downstairs and the security call my sister LOL!...Waking up pathetic early in the morning ard 11am head spinning...Best part is tat i strip all the way down and wore my jeans to sleep??WtF!!!Anyway im very rude and crude and loud even when im sober so expect a loud speaker with vulgarities coming out from me when im drunk and im even x 10 times louder den EVER!hahaha..Love me or hate me tats wat i am...My friends all tel me i went to dolly and 万岁万岁 all the way..And they say im OUT OF CONTROL!!!Hahahaha..I guess i am out of control when im super duber DRUNK AND LOST!!!Totally no memories of wat i did..CCB!$%^&*( Thats the worst part for mixing beer with martell and watsoever WINE!!Zzzzz..Tat day marks the day im super wasted!!!And never WILL I EVER BE TAT WAY AGAIN!!!Enough!!!Im going to extend my exercise regime to 3 days per week..Im getting there soon..I need my body back so i wont indulge in drinking excessively AGAIN....So farking TIRED!!Tons of things to do at nite tons of SHIRT TO IRON!!!NNB CCB!!!ROAR~~~~
Till DEN!I will be back!!! =P

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

MIA

4 months of MIA..I dun tink i will update often as last time anymore.Age is getting up on me.No time to blog even since im free at work.
Ups and downs now and den..So freaking tired of everything..

*Life is simple you make choices and you dun look back* Quote from Fast And Furious 3 Tokyo Drift

Very true..

I realise tat human beings get bitten more den twice to realise their own mistakes..
And it applies to all human beings.
No more MR NICE..Im sick and tired of all these...Its time to wake up and move on...
Human beings are all FAN JIAN de...If someone need you and want you definitely the automatic button will be *ON*

Learn it thru the HARD WAY..
I will be numb and dumb from now onwards..No more feelings attached..

Money can buy friends..See too much liao..There are really ppl whom do tat and they can just be bought over by $$$...Such hilarious things that happen in drama do happen in real life too..

Money cannot buy happiness and love..Although how much or how expensive your gifts you can buy for your loved ones doesnt mean they will appreciate it..Money doesnt buy love and quality of love you give to your loved ones...Its all the efforts and thoughts that counts not the money tat is involved..You can buy a bungalow a condo for your loved one if u are rich but tat really doesnt mean its LOVE!..

爱情是不能用金钱衡量的...