Im back and this time round i will be standing!!!

My Sneaky Gang...Been spending alot of time with them quite often and seriously they make my day in and out.Let me be occupied with stuffs running on my head.And tats why im still standing here.Given alot of thoughts therefore have come to decide wat i shall do next.This year is ending soon.Hopefully next year will be a good year!!
Huat AH!!!






Im the head!!hahahaha





My sister Lim Horny Lim hahah


Me and Chipmunk Lisa haha









Thats about it will update when im free..I need to be hardworking..FROM next year la i mean hahahaha...

How do i get rid of someone..

Get Lost Byebye....


Change Change Change..
I need a getaway..Please everything goes smoothly CAN knn!!!

Am I suppose to??

After having second thoughts,wat seems so far suddenly seems near once again.
Wat kinda bullshit is this??Even if its suppose to be in that way why should i succumb to it??I just dun get it...I fucking hate to play mind games..Im fucking fucking fucking TIRED!!!Bloody Hell..Just another few more days to end everything..Im not going to do anything....And even its suppose to be i dun think i should be the one being auto AGAIN...When you are lost who is the first person tat comes in mind???Do i look like im a backup??
Please this Saturday please go away quickly..

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Im awake Im awake...

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone




I wont carry on in this game of yours..

Wat a dream..

I dreamt i tio 4D starter prize nbcb..My car plate number zhun zhun open sia..Knn end up my friend run my money!!!! $1000++ nia need to run meh..But end up it was all a dream chey..And i was so enthu till i kept dreaming on n on n on!!!
If dreams do come true how good would it be..

Ytd i did wat i did...But how come i see sudden red eyes from her when i ignore her totally...Seems like tears but some sort i just ignore it...The whole trip was just a pure customer to customer service tats all...I just wan to leave...Some reasons is too tired for me to explain over n over again...Sometimes ppl are just too insensitive...With or without me its only just 1 lack of a person doting on you tats all...Its not a loss anyway...I did my part and i have saw where i am heading...I wont care or bother anymore there is nothing much to say anymore......I just wish i can faster finish it up and settle once and for all and leave silently.....With idiots backup and etc i just tink its just a waste of my time and effort....Enlighten me..

Dun blame on your misfortunate cos you have did something wrong to ppl in the first place...Even though you have change doesnt make the world turn square..Wat goes around comes around...How you have treated ppl in the end doesnt cover up for the rotten shit you have done to them in the beginning...Be good treat ppl like the way you wan them to treat you...And all wells ends well....

I miss my sisters!!!Roar~~~~


I just saw my meimei blog and i kope it without her knowing HAHAHAH!!Mei i know you wan to kill me hahaha..But you know i love you laaaa..
Well wat i wanna say put into words for everything tat is listed down below..
Its too true to be good...But respect is also needed even though still not in a r/s yet...=)

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence.
She repeated, 'PUB.'
There was still no answer.
When she was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

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NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, 'Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?'

The father-in-law answered in a smile, 'Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.'

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.

(This is so true,I always kip quiet when i noe tat my gf is doing wrong but this is the way it should be..Never criticize your partner even when she have done something wrong cos the words coming out from you will definitely hurt her heart =) )
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CREATING A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested 'I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.' The SDU officer said, 'Your requirements, please..' 'Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.' The officer listened carefully and replied, 'I understand you need television.'

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.


(There is no perfect man or woman in this world..The only perfect comes from you accepting their imperfections)
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NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character.'

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.

(Just like wat i said above..Accepting our partners imperfections)
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RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.' Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, 'Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.' On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, 'Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.' She answered,'You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you..'

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship.

It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

(Haha this make my arse laugh,Be glad of wat you have and not be overproud of wat you have)
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PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.' The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

(Yuppies,If everyone is to talk bad on the r/s who cares...Wat is impt is in between the couples not other ppl to judge...)
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BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States.
A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck.
The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home and committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think first before you lose your patience with someone you love.
Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones and hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

(Yup never let rage overcome your personality,be patient in every stuffs to your partner)
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"Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

Have A Great Week! God Bless You!


Regards
Rachel P.Gomez

Officially Dead (Please dun add salt to my wounds)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing


On a last note Goodbye..
Im dead..

Random feelings..

Sometimes life really sucks..

Sometimes its abt the timing,the environment and the ppl tat causes such things to happen...Anyway wats done been done i will not indulge anymore....But trust me im someone whom remembers every single detail tat such a friend i ever had...Never will i ever bother with such a person..You are so out of my friend list...So wat if i bear grudges who doesnt..But to sensitive issues too bad im crude and i dun give a damn to who u are..

Im revamping in another 2 months time..Till den shall see the new me..
Fuck you all bastards and bitches may you all rot in HELL!...
MUAhahahahahahaha...

Closest friends shall be in touch by den only...
=)

Love and Bread

Another sad story just ended..And to face it its one of my friend whom i know for more den 10 yrs ended with his wife the marriage...
Sometimes i wonder and think,i been thru alot saw so many broken marriage broken relationship and met many types of gals...Gals whom got hurt so much till they cant trust love anymore tend to look on the more realistic side.I cannot totally agree to myself of wat i am saying cos different ppl different point of view..In fact i can only have my own say of my own point of view...
In love ppl tend to be blinded by the future of wat the guy can give...Can he give you a future that can support you give you all your needs??Well to me i tend to say tat no matter wat comes in the future it takes two hands to clap not the guy alone....If the guy himself have a stable job able to support you in half of your needs its already good enough for many gals..But some gals do tend to look on the realistic side before committing but the more u look on the realistic side you have forgotten how to love..He can provide you everything in your life but end of the day if one side dun love each other from the start to the end,the end of the road still lies ahead tat you just gonna be alone once again..If there is no love in the start where comes the marriage or relationship??Maybe some gals can go for the realistic side tat he can provide and he treats her good and tat is all they wanted but did they ever realise will they be happy in the marriage or relationship??Be clear minded of wat you wan in life..Love always starts first in a r/s den from there look to the next stage whether is this guy able to give you wat you need..Love doesnt start with realistic cos end of the day wat you have and wat you need might be able to satisfy you but when everything breaks loose you are on your own once again.Human being changes it doesnt matter its guy or gal..When they change the world completely collapses right in front of you..And as i said nothing is a lifetime guarantee even products and robots break down..Everything in life is a gamble..If you never gamble where would you know where you are heading cos there is no chance to win or to lose..


There is a reason why im so picky...Cos wat i wan i know..And if tat person doesnt fit in tat category no way im gonna take tat gamble...

Maybe to some ppl they tink im blabbering rubbish but its my own point of view..You can dun accept the fact and truth..
And very sad to say tat most of my friends whom are married the ones that are really happy are the ones whom aint that rich...Just only trying to make ends meet...And to those marriages guys whom are rich most of the time its always the guy whom make the worst out of everything..Cos when a guy is rich they tend to forget they are actually human beings with flesh and blood..=)

What Can I Do To Make You Love Me?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there


My inner voices..
Im so freaking tired...

The feeling once again getting stab...

After so many years once again i got stab and this time is from someone whom i know for like many YEARS????
I realise ppl do change but to change for the worst this i cant imagine..
You can dun stand on my side but when you stand on the other side knowing tat person for only a fucking few days compare to knowing me for many years...I have got nothing to say...Watever that is or the results came out just dun blame me for who i will be...Cos i always rem ppl whom have done wrong to me and will never forget..I'll give you the taste of your own medicine...
I had the similiar incident like 10 yrs ago and i straight away cut off ties with this so called brother...Someone whom know me since we went bad,fight,sleep at void decks etc etc etc.But yet side someone whom he know for only a few months and rather trust him and go against me...For this i will never forget..

True friends are ppl whom trust in you stay true to you...And luckily i have 1 and tat is my truly best friend...Im starting to isolate myself from some ppl whom i dun really like nowadays..Doesnt matter its guy or gal cos i dun wan the next same thing to happen once again...Im so sick and tired of all these bullshit...

Up to 30yrs of age i tink i had enough of arsehole friends in my life...And tat is why i rather mix around with my bunch of sisters den to know more guy friends..Im busy with someone nowadays...And i really hope this works out although im alone on this battlefield...I dun need any help or anyone whom is in concern cos i believe myself tat if i persevere onwards its all up to her to choose...

Till den i might come back to blog once awhile or maybe not..I just hate to be disturb when im emoing..Pardons to those whom call me i never answer or sms me i never reply..But thats just me...

I wish i had you..

The Beginning or Just another ending?

I hope this will go well and i guess i will be back to blogging soon enough if i got wat i wanted..

Please bless me...

Seeing so many of my friends whom fall in love and fall out with a very sad and unhappy yet cruel endings make me wonder how come such bastard guys exist in this world..Making use of tons of excuses just to get their way thru...Sweet in the beginning but fucking cruel and heartless right at the end..What goes around comes around..It will be their turn soon...Never break someone heart if you intend to.Cos end of the day please do think back wat if you were the person..Some ppl are just left with no choice but all these arseholes do have a choice not to play someone out..


I just need to be more aggressive and attain wat i need..I will change due to circumstances but its always being the good side..

My Memorable Birthday

Huat Ah!!!!Thanks for the steamboat although is freaking HOT!!!
Thanks to my sisters you all rocks!!!!!!!!

#$%^&*

Why always when im having fun and drunk times always have to be ME to be peacemaker!!!!


Why
Why
Why

?
?
?


Drunk + Emo = Trouble
Trouble + Peacemaker = Peace
Zzzzzzz

Out of 10 ppl 10 drunken ppl will have Emoness at times we do not doubt it.
But why emo at the time when IM HAVING FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is simple but human beings make it complicated

Day 1 no return call.
Day 2 absolutely nothing.

Im sooooo tired...

Please end this..

Birthday Wishlist...

Im listing down alot of stuffs that i really need muahahaha..But i guess it shall be my own job to buy it myself cos i dun count on ppl to buy me birthday presents and thats me...=)

Need to buy more shirts for work and going out.Aiming for more cuff link shirts..
Need to buy sports shoe ah if not kip wearing the same one in and out for like 5 yrs liao LOL..
Buy a shade to leave in car especially when the sun is sooo high up need to block the sun away =O
Need to buy a belt for work purpose mine is rotting away wearing my guess belt for like 5 yrs lolzz...
Need a white cap so at times when the weather is breezy can wear it winding down the car window...

For Guest List
Too many friends!!!!
CCB!!!But definitely will invite those very close friends and those whom invite me to their birthday too for last year..
Will be celebrating like 2 to 3 times lolzz..
Well Celebrate with Ben for this year..
Hope everything goes well and everyone turns up..If not its a miss of not to make us drunk!!

Randoms

So now ppl do realise i haven been putting up pics for quite some time..Cos why actually i do not like to take pics those taking pics of the previous sessions of having fun was just a ordinary happy moments...
Watch Transformers 2 2 times i think there will be a 3rd time hahahahahaha..Went to Crazy Hours and meet that Ah Bui Derick and Baobei and Tat Stupid dumbo Xie Jieling muahahahhaa....Im so tired right now still wondering whether to go Club tonite!!!
Happening nite today...


Still deciding...

o.O

A Tired Tuesday.

As expected every tuesday im going to die without sleep..Went mummy house to kio her luaggage den went back home to sleep..Den came a phone call kia lets go melody need to buy food for tiffany zzzzzz..Reach there eat eat eat den after tat went zinc..Im so steam can...Kena bitten once again now on the arm =.= haiz wat else can i say..I been sleeping in the car since 630am in the office carpark but cant really sleep well...And den smses came in blah blah blah ccb wan to sleep IN PEACE also BUAY SAI!But anyway got a job weee..Will try to send resume..

A thief will never say they steal stuffs nor they shoplift till they get caught red handed..Its so simple yet sometimes i think its so dumb.Well we do realise friends come and go but the best ones are still by my side always..More den 10 yrs brotherhood and wat makes them think it will break us apart?
We chiong Fire we chiong Jurong East Entertainment Center and u think its tat easy to come along to know all these brothers??But its true that u will not have it all as brothers come and go..Some bcos of money some bcos of u know wat gfs stuffs it all happens to everyone's life...
But those whom stay truthful to each other will always remain as brothers forever in heart..And im glad they are still behind me whenever i turn back....
Ppl whom never ever walk our paths will never ever noe....

Im so gonna go sleep zzzzzz...

朋友妻不可欺

Enuff said...
History repeats itself once again.
But anyway lucky i didnt know this someone true colours by spending money..Its just a gal nothing much else to lose anyway....
Wats yrs is yrs...
Wat isnt will never come back..

And as the saying goes....

God bless you two..

What goes around comes around i believe.
Even I believe in God...

Just one hi bye friend added to list...
Nothing much else to comment.

As for my life im still going strong..Project starting next month approx less den 3 weeks.Time to earn hard earned cash..And to play hard too...=D

Nothing much..

Just met up with my bestie ytd nite and chatted abt stuffs and life.Seriously just realise that many marriages we saw with rich husbands wife all go astray and the most happiness marriage came to be the ones that are not so well off...
$$ cant buy happiness,heart,love,care and concern.It only brings u the few hours of happiness when u gt a new bag a new toy but definitely no attention from the person you love...Wat are marriages nowadays..Its so fake nothing lasts forever...
And you can never ever know a person in a few days nor weeks.Its not a simple job or simple mathematics test where u can easily know the person character...Love takes time to mature and it does take time to know a person more better...
Enough said...Im damn tired cos im sick...

Geez just so suddenly sick out of nowhere...Gotta go home and take a rest later..

How Hilarious...

Many many years ago i got into a situation just like wat i got into and i continue to play with it although i know its gonna lead to something..
But i really like to play games as you know im addicted to hardcore gaming lol....


Its so hilarious when ppl ask you to stop playing with fire but end up all of them are playing fire with their marriages..Nowadays modern days = Divorce with kids No more hanging on to the marriages just becos of kids...

Play fire with cautious or with fire extinguisher...Remember to put out the fire if u see it burns vigourously =.=

With Trust comes with Love den comes in the compromise..Mutual Respect..
With all these there you go..Without any of this criteria thats it...

Im damn tired of blogging till den..

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The purpose in life

Many tons of blinking years never blog..
How am i??No more pics to update as i dun really like to take pics although you have seen alot of the crazy pics taking..Tat is just for memories..I realise i am still my old self the same old one as before.
Some thought just gone thru my mind while watching agony and pain for some of my friends whom have gone thru so much thru their marriage..

Whats the point of being in a marriage?To have kids to lead a simple life or complicated life?

A wife whom doesnt bother abt the husband doings and the husband whom doesnt bother abt the wife doings....Just rem to come back home look after the kids sleep separately and live life normally???Aga every month husband bring back money and give to wife and tats abt wat a marriage is...This somehow was experienced by one of my friend whom have a 10 yrs relationship with this guy but with no kids...Basically both not bothering abt each others doing,business etc etc etc and end of the day it ended up with heartaches....

Wats in a marriage without the love and sparks?Although bread is impt but tat doesnt mean tat two person get together just for the sake of a family life with no love attached..Just like making love with someone u dun love u dun like just for the sake of having kids???Of having a marriage or having a life??

Marriage involves compromise,love and trust....Give and take.
Without these criterias end of the day this will still end up spilt.


I hope it doesnt happen to me..What im looking for is wat i want in my life not artificial...

Fuck with the emoness..
Time for fun...Roar~~~

Lazy to blog

Been chionging drinking like mad with those bunch of siao char bors..
Im so tired nowadays i gotta isolate myself..
I need rest..
No more emoness is good..But going out each and everyday is driving me mad!!!



I need SLEEP!!!

Its over.

Since the day it was declared over im freed from all the emoness..
No more emo..Emo fuck off..
Time to concentrate on something else..
With no Love there will be no heartbreaks and heartaches.
With no likings nothing is going to happen..
And i really dun enjoy being like by gals whom i dun like cos their emoness i cant cure but to reject totally...SPARE ME PLS!!I dun wan headaches Im exploding...

Once i leave i will never come back.Tats me..


Goodbye...

The last nite

As i said it was the last nite of drinking with the usual ppl...Too bad Ah Pat tat lao auntie nv come end up all her sisters all ran away play darts cos they buay LIM!
And the first one whom was dead drunk needless to say goes to Nana Goh Edna.Shes always cheeky when shes drunk Monkey face lolz...
The rest was like time out went to play darts and never came back to play the 4 5 6 and 7 8 9 created by me lolz...
But anyway it was a fun nite and was the last nite of my drinking days..
Time to strive and work hard now..The rest have to be cut away..
Till den...
Drunk liao act cute


See red liao mati..


Cheeky Monkey Face Nana


This one still sober lolz





Btw i also dunno who the hell is she lolz





At the end of the day it was a hell loads of fun although ended up was we were the ones drinking everything lolz...

Strive starting on new sideline job..

I am soooooooo lazy to blog nowadays..
Not much happening events anymore..No more drinking no more sehing..Healthy lifestyle starts with waking up early in the morning on weekends and to go all the way down to Toa Payoh to open office.Am always the first but always will go back when tired.
Times bad but still there are ppl wanting to renovate their flats.And amazingly my first customer will be my first customer in this new place new company..
I haven even written to Maurice yet..Damn so busy to do stuffs.
Everyday after work fetch my gal to work den back to Toa Payoh to work all the way till 1030pm..
Where do i have time for others...
Stupid chatbox also gameover liao where gt time to change new one..
I need a life like this family LIFE!!!Muahahahaha..
Will be back to do some blogging when i haf the time ya..Still gt some funny pics not yet uploaded hahaha..Till den byeeee...

New Drive

And its like finally!!!

Lesser drinking more exercising time..
Go away fats fats....
My parking really kns..Scratch the car when i was talking to tat si potato head lolz.
Dunno why i didnt scratch my sis car when i drive her car so many times and park so many times but only scratch my own one..CB..Puiz..But nvm 1 week later go groom him back to handsome face =)

Derick Noob Birthday at Chamber 82

Needless to say anything pics do all the talking..
Too god damn lazy to type nor think..






































Guess wat we play 7 8 9 end up we 3 got drunk instead of birthday boy muahaha..
Wtf everyone was like wan to kill each other with the roll of 7..
I KO once i reach home..
It was a fun nite indeed.

When will the time come

I've been experiencing massive rain..
Am still waiting for that particular rainbow to appear







When will it ever come??
I'm still waiting...

Si bei Pek Chek

3 Words
I FUCK YOU!

KNN!!!

Talk much no use.
Simple things if you dun wan ppl to know abt your stuffs dun bloody hell go tel ppl abt it and scare that the cat will be let out of the bag.
Or either way you kip your bloody mouth shut or tel ppl that you dun wan it to be told.
Simple english dun understand...I get it you guys are either no brainer or wat..

................

No support..I got concussed.
No reaction..I got bash by emotions..
Why do i have to stay at this pathetic place.
So end up i have to wiggle my way out of this fuck up place MYSELF...
This year doesnt seem like a smooth year for me..But i will strive my best and wiggle out of this place even if it takes my life away.
Fuck you arseholes i will not die......

Emotions have gone thru over my head.I am freaking tired of everything.Tired of waiting too....Is that wat its suppose to be?I'm tired and giving up.No reactions no actions but just words.Words tat still doesnt comfort the way i wan it to be..Maybe its time to say goodbye and carry on...Going into deeper meditation as time goes by...If time will tell why am i still yearning for a miracle to happen....It just wont happen at all...


And as this blog goes on i guess its time tat im going into hibernation mode...Might be months ahead..Good bye..

Company DND

Pics speak Louder den words.
Damn tired after a nite of overdose drinking ended up going to the DND in hibernation mode.
But we had our fun.

Our CEO


The boss of the nite


The host


Erm toilet bowl?


The singer of the nite





Mai siao siao auntie still so flexible








Host of the nite


The master of many faces





Fire breathing act











Machiam song bin






















Our stylo colleague of the nite




Thats abt all.Lazy to blog la bo eng la...
Test driving LATER WOOT!