I wont be dead so easy without a fight..

After 1 month alot of things settled.Tried to help some friends into getting back with their besties and 1 failed and 1 pass.I guess tat is wat are besties for right.Small misunderstanding shouldnt cause friendships to end.I been thru that before and i know how it feels.Thats why me and my best friend stil are very good friends now.

I still remember vividly how we quarrel the last time bcos of a gal..
Lets summarize it.
I met this gal call A.Been very good friends with her and i intro her to him.Den they secretly kip quiet abt chatting with each other and meet without letting me know.Well he did not say he meet who but i know actually he didnt lie.But tat particular A kip hiding.I been smelling something wasnt right till one fine day.Actually being good with a gal doesnt mean im wooing her i got so many gal friends whom are quite good with me and i treat them quite well.It doesnt mean anything maybe to some ppl they might tink im wooing the gals..Well the incident happen this way.I jio A to go dinner and she rejected say she meeting someone else for dinner.Ok fine so i call my best friend and he said he going for steamboat at Jurong ask me if i wan to come along.Ok fine so went to meet him and saw A at there.Ok it was a awkward situation.One thing is why A cant say tat she meeting him for dinner need to hide wan meh.HELLO I intro u two how come u two go out need to hide leh??Since i was there i kept quiet thru out the whole session already feeling fucking gao wei so i made up a reason and left the place.I just really dun understand why...Went back home and he called to ask if i was ok.Alright since he made the initiative why not.Ok he told me he hide somethings and he admited but i did said tat these kinda things dun need to hide morever i was the one whom intro the both of them.He said if i wanted to woo her he will let go i say come on la im not wooing her the only thing i gao wei was why the two of u need to hide things from me.As POV of another person how would i think right.We know each other for how many years already this kinda thing need to hide?I dun tink there is a need to.Morever its just a gal.Everything just go blah blah blah and we just made up and said it was ok with me.Im fine with everything dun need to lie...As usual we did went out and the awkward situation was already over.And tat really make me glad tat things are clarified.A misunderstanding between two best friends shouldnt be made so complicated right.Problems can be solved if one were to let go of the ego inside the heart and talk it out...Till date we are still kinda good but in terms of working in the society seldom meet up maybe like 1 month 1 time or 2 weeks 1 time.Hes kinda busy with his job and gf and im kinda doing alot of things at 1 time.

Been sleeping alot nowadays.Not yet 10pm eyes already going halfway close.Maybe too much exercise.Been jogging Swimming and Exercising tremendously like 5 days a week only rest 2 days.I wan to see results..Maurice is releasing soon and hell yeah the 3 of us can get back tgt again.Awaiting for this day for kinda long and blame myself for not really writing alot of letters to him been busy with the outside world.How bad can i be?haha.

Im wondering abt some stuffs till now and i dun really have the answer yet.Some ppl character really cant change at all.Wan to say something dun wanna use the stupid dumass brain to tink abt ppl feelings before blurting it out.From 10 yrs ago till now its still the same old thing.I guess thats one's character i guess.And by tat it really turns me off.Maybe give me another few weeks to tink it thru..Kinda not in the mood for this...

Lost my hp for almost close to two months..Not many hp attract me at the moment.Been pondering Between HTC Aria and Iphone 4 but seriously i dun really support apple.And HTC Aria is still not yet out.Im in need of a hp and another 3 weeks my contract will be up and i will be able to get a new hp.Hopefully by den HTC Aria is out..Iphone 4 is kinda bulky and heavy with the dumb casing although its quite cool but using Micro Sim Card zzzz.For your info Micro Sim Card is a much smaller sim card and if u gonna change yr hp in future u gotta either buy the convertor to convert it to normal sim card or change yr sim card by buying a new one.Kinda troublesome right.Just imagine if your hp is totally out of batt and u wan to use the sim card to change to another hp but yet cannot cos of the stupid MiCro Sim Card which is not able to fit in other phone...

I got so much stuffs to tink abt and i damn hopefully wish i could get out of here as im more den ready to move on.I need more challenges rather den staying put here and getting the pathetic increment which im not suppose to get..After SO many years..I hope its time..