Wake up Time.!!!

Im trying my best to wake up my idea..
Leave me alone for the time being..I will be back..
2 more months to go and Maurice Mok is out!!
My best brother is gonna be back..

I wanna cure myself...Time is the best medicine..
Can siam siam first..Later part den be friends bah..

Seriously having a bad headache..Need to relieve stresss..
Fucking many stuffs to do yet today is a Friday No Mood to DO ANYTHING AT ALL...

Why do everyone like to say FUCK MY LIFE!!

Sorry dun FUCK YR LIFE..Please CARRY ON and Live yr life to the max please..

Although many times human beings just feel like dying so can let go of everything.
But always rem when u die u are letting down yr family..
Stay Strong..Be Strong and FIGHT on..

I wan to sleep peacefully man..So i gotta siam siam siam..Tinking of her the more will make me go mad..And seriously dun wan to end up like Siao Ah Lam lolx..
Anyway nothing to do wat can i do but to wish time pass faster and quickly..So god damn tired of everything..

Hate my life..

Now i tink back i feel like being a failure to survive den to live this way of life..
I hate my life arghhhhh...
Hate myself for falling...

Puiz...

Dreams that never come true....

Been dreaming for the past few days of her..Damn..All sweet dreams thru out..But in reality it aint..

How come sweet dreams never come true..I rather i do not have any sweet dreams at all...Rather den having nitemares thou..

I miss her man..(-_-)

I guess i will just put in effort and see how it goes...

Missing the olden golden days

Whenever i hear this song 这个冬天不太冷
It just takes back memories to the 90s.
When the Ah Beng days of mine..I so fucking miss the olden days where we dont give a damn to the whole world...We are in our own world..We create havoc we party we fight we do watever we like..
Those were really the epic days..Miss the younger days..
As we start to grow up and start to face reality problems this really sucks..
Wats life about after your teenage days...
All about love reality and money and family...

Emotionless

I ever wonder how the feeling is like to love again.
After 2 yrs plus of being single..I dunno wat is heartbeating anymore.
How it feels like to get heart sour and sweet again?
To be jealous once again..To love again to put in effort again.
Am i numb?I really dunno..I do hate being emo..Hate to be jealous.Hate to fall again.
Loving with sweetness is a very very good feeling but loving with a bitterness is really torturing...I dunno if this will work well..Do not wish or hope for more..I tink its to 随缘 much better..
Or maybe after all these its time to call it quits?
Freaking Tired maybe find a goal and strive for it?
And den die lonely lolx.
Arghhh dun wan to tink liao...

July 27th Socerer's Apprentice

A movie and a few hours spent.
The heart doesnt beat anymore.
But seems like the feeling is coming back..
Not sure though maybe a few more dates will reveal..

And u thought i was dead!!Damn RIGHT!

Been browsing some blogs and came to realise that i didnt blog like 1000000 yrs..Wat i have been busy with..Simple WORLD CUP!...This DAMN BLOODY WORLD CUP!PUIZ!

Kelong matches not a exciting final and yet a fuck up team won the World Cup..Wat has this world bcome to!!!Dun wan to mention anymore piss me off!!!ROAR~~~Did lose quite some money due to influence laaa..NB CB!Nevermind all is over now back to square one..

Amazingly finally wrote a letter to Maurice and i guess this letter is the last letter im gonna write to him cos hes releasing soon..And its like finally...Awaiting for so many years..Hopefully this is the last time hes going to be...

August is coming soon and i dread this feeling..Anyway im not gonna celebrate anymore..This 3 is scaring me...Up till date have come to know more new friends but yet im still the same old me cos nothing gonna change unless i find the right person..

I guess it all comes down to fate...Im not picky not choosy just that im looking into settling down and not fooling around anymore..Freaking tired for the past few years already...Maybe i just leave it to fate and ROC bah..

Been exercising for close to 1 year already if im not wrong..I wonder did i even lose weight but definitely i see the strong and muscular me back but gotta work more on the stomach muscles to see the once again six pack...

$$ been a issue to me from young till now..I really need to solve all these bloody bullshit $$ problems asap and live a more happily life!!It sucks to owe money!!

Hopefully nothing break down in this moment when im trying to resolve the debts..If not im just gonna drop dead back to where it all started...Zzzz

Work is still the fucking same thing nothing change but maybe this time round put more time after work to be able to play games in office hours hahahaha...And oh great really back to Sega Games and Super Nintendo Games Final Fantasy and still playing my World Of Warcraft..I just cant kick this addiction hahaha..I guess only the 1 and only person can make me kick the habit...

I wont be uploading pics anyway cos didnt even take pics cos dun really like..Pics are all on facebook that my friends took and just tag me..Im lazy to the max right now..Gonna go back to work and do my stuffs and later can carry on with my games lolx.