Many Many Thoughts

First thing damn going to move office soon.Move to a place which i am not tat familiar but near Clementi and the first time i went there the canteen there was like open space no shelter damn many indians or mangala over there under a MRT track..I was like wtf is with this place.Tradehub 21 tats the place we are moving to soon.And damn Sat have to come back and packed boxes etc.Thinking of all these bullshit stuffs just really makes my day a bad day on tat exact day..And i haf to rackey a place for parking this time round hopefully there is shelter damn fuking place...

Well back to reality..I have many many thoughts in my mind and many many questions left un-answered.Talking to Miss chim everyday and it seems like i haf more doubts to answers tat i probably wont even know till 1 day..Some stuffs just seems to contradicting to me.And i think most of the time some ppl are just contradicting to others everyday in life.
Simple thing like someone why would wan to fake drunk to show ppl and in the end piss her friends off by faking it.Another one whom laugh and joke with a buddy but in the end deep down hates her to the max..Ppl wit a fake face acting so fake everytime they see a person a friend or whoever..Isnt tat torturing deep down in their hearts tat they haf to fake smiles fake face and fake everything in front of the person they dun like?To me if i dun like you means i dun like you i wouldnt even bother to even say "Hi" to you..Whats there to fake anyway?Be truthful to yourself and be yourself thats wat we do.And being contradicting seems so stupid say 1 thing do another thing..And i guess alot of ppl do always say something yet do another thing..Especially when come to promises its always lame excuses..Do not promise if you cant do it its just as simple as that.Dun let ppl pin hopes on you yet in the end get back a blank page.

Sometimes i think back i wonder why do i deserve such treatment in the first place.Did i do such a big mistake tat it cannot be forgiven and deserve a big hoo ha..And well actually no one knows but i can truthfully says i dun think i guess the whole situation wrong.I am no angel nor saint but definitely i am not a devil too.My hands are heavy typing all these words out one by one.And if anyone knows i am going to Emo mode while thinking and blogging at the same time wit heavy hands and a doubtful mind.And just like any other person walking down the street i am just an ordinary person.Just wishing for a ordinary and simple life with some1 i love...